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might try to reach out this week to people i pushed away and hurt, tell them why i pushed them away, tell them what happened, try to apologize and make sure they're okay. dont expect forgiveness or rekindling of broken relationships. just wanna give them the explanation and apology they deserved.-

my pumkin he is everything

i feel like i need less internet and more therapy

kobold forging some iron (he's locked in) #tober2026 - 05

Any bit helps I don't really have a goal, as I don't have that luxury Even just 10 helps with shit... 😑 ko-fi.com/freshbakedfr...

Jax listens to Easier to Run by Linkin Park on repeat

why is everything on fire

when hate is easier, let’s choose love. When love comes, let’s make more room for it🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 What transgender people want is not special proof or permission. It is to live as themselves, with love and pride. That’s all Chiitan hopes light will be lit in the lives of transgender people now in the dark.

thanks to anyone who ever held me accountable for things

Chiitan loves and respects transgender people🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ Lately, even saying this will get you criticized and slandered In today’s world the crackdown has grown even stricter, and it wants to divide everyone into just male and female But a world where they can live peacefully as themselves matters more🤍🌈

i keep trying to point the blame at anyone or anything other than me. theres only me to blame

DO NOT SLEEP ON THIS.

im getting lost in my own pain instead of focusing on the pain of thers again, ugh

this is just straightforwardly hostage-taking. like sorry yes your campaign is about your principal!

ridiculous nonsense, the platner people have fucked this up enough and simply don't get to hold hostages here there's so much more at stake than your pride or your movement or whatever the fuck, go away and stop doing damage before you irreparably harm the campaign of whoever's next fuck this shit

i need to learn how to stop being selfish and i need to learn self awareness

i think i freak out because i want the pain and abuse to be gone somehow, but i dont get to do that, the world doesn't work like that, i need to hold that pain close to my heart and never forget it and wear my actions on my sleeve

platner keeps getting even more gross istg

For the ppl saying that women are liars cause they only speak up when a man is running for office, consider that most victims are just happy to escape and our peace is more important to us than “justice” but if our abusers were about to gain power, we’d feel morally obliged to say something

so maybe dont use social media when im burnt out and dont have a working brain with impulse control

Free healthcare also needs to mean free veterinary care.

i feel like i keep projecting and deflecting

im gonna stay away from hasan after this for at least a good while, not until he works through whats left of his toxic masculinity and i need to work through whatever weird internalized misogyny i got going on

too burnt out to be a person with a brain, i dont want it to be a problem

like, if you don’t listen to us about a nazi merc, you won’t listen to us about anything. thats what many have learned from this.

I truly fucked up not doing my due diligence on Platner before offering high praise for his communication skills. Enough was out there at the time that I should have been more cautious. Especially because I met adventurer dudes like him reporting in Iraq. Deep respect to all who got it right. 1/2

i need to stop having public breakdowns, not deleting it this time i shouldn't hide from it either

it feels like every single person has their own different version of reality even if they are trying to make the same point and it is driving me crazy i dont know how to ground myself

i feel like im destroying myself and hurting the people around me