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Question for anyone who makes things (professionally or personally or somewhere in between): What would you do if you had a whole year, fully funded, with the one requirement that you NOT make anything for public consumption during that year?

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the main think I "make" at work is academic output, and in RPG space I have a podcast on games in different countries: either way it would be reading classics of the genre. and perhaps learn French for the RPGs (and perhaps even for academia)

Hand quilting. It takes about 700 hours for me to hand quilt a full king-sized blanket, so in a year I could do a couple of big projects or several smaller ones. If I can pick two, camping. Love a road trip camp

Write, write, and write some more. Truly refine our craft and do it out of the love of creating. Then, on the other side, read, and read, and read some more. Maybe pick up a new artistic or creative skill - experiment with other forms of art.

I’d love to tie it in with my TTRPG design work, as I LOVE licensed games, maybe looking at how TTRPGs could emulate the themes and feel of the series, how RPGs build on IPs (see how WEG’s Star Wars still influences the universe 30+ years later). I mean, if I can tie two things I love into it…

Cry tears of joy then cook. I already see publicizing my art as more of an obligation than anything else. Like I'm just here to make shit bc it makes me happy. Only reason I'm publicizing it is to try my hand at making a living on it.

Fully funded? Three separate language immersion programs in France, Italy, and Japan. journal like hell. And organize at least one of those ttrpg campaigns deemed “too ambitious to be of use to me right now”

I would dedicate my full time to health. Hire a trainer/nutritionist. Buy only healthy foods. Workout twice daily. Write daily in a journal. Weekly Therapy. Full skin care regimen. Dental work/surgery. Spa trips. Go out dancing on the weekends. Regular doctor visits. Fully reset my body.

I wrote a mediocre novel. In the 90s the company I helped start got bought by a big financial player and I had stock options and my dad had just died and I was unhappy, so I took a year off. I buckled down and wrote a 120K word novel called Storming Heaven. It's was okay, but not great.

I would use it to make cross stitch a top priority in my life, primarily aimed at finishing pieces I designed/started for specific people for specific reasons but never finished because I don't feel that I can give them the time and focus they deserve. I'd love for those to be my main priority.

It's super boring but i know i'd just write for myself. I write not for public consumption all the time, so doing it for a year and still being paid would be juuust fine.

Provided education didn’t count, I’d love to get off the treadmill long enough to get deep on providing design mentoring and/or workshops etc. I always want to do more than I have time for while balancing a 9-5. If that _did_ count, I guess I’d do the opposite and spend a year learning more!

I would spend a year by the sea in Britain and Japan, travelling and looking and thinking and reading and doing a ton of private art. And at the end of that year the creative energy charge would enable me to go into overdrive in the next three.

I mean I'm in film and it often takes a year or more for anything to be ready for public consumption so he'll yeah fully funded feature for me to act in! My sci-fi horror script is halfway there anyways.

Not allowed per terms of the deal: this is a thought experiment about a year where you cannot maximize productivity in your field, but have to take a pause.

I'd work on my fantasy of fitting + making a set of good but basic Renaissance Faire garb that I would be wearing to work fair, but as backend staff, with three real goal of taking those patterns and making them in outlandishly loud modern fabrics with some modern details for daily wear.

I'm sick of how fatphobia + fast fashion have combined to make clothes not fit above right, then blame bodies for not conforming. Sick of weight fluctuations making my clothes not fit + look bad. My ancestors did much better & I want to learn at their feet, but also not deny my own culture & taste.

It's hard because I can immediately feel myself looking for loopholes. Like, does research count? If I did things & then later wrote about them - is that in violation of the spirit of the question? If so, honestly, set myself a reading list at the top of it, then do self-care, childcare & reading.

So glad I am not the only person who immediately went looking for loopholes! If I spent my time working out, would I never be allowed to dress in a way that showed off my new muscles? If I made clothes, could they never be worn around anyone else?

It's a lovely question because I immediately feel myself writhing at the thought of not writing stuff I could use. So I would be very reluctant to write at all, in case I wrote something great that would forever be lost to me. I suspect ultimately it would be a very happy year though.

I’d make about 50 tailored suits from different time periods, and really refine my skills and style. I’d be SO efficient by the end of it! (Currently a three piece suit takes me 8-10 days.)

Go through my to-be-read list (both fiction and non-fiction), go through my to-be-played game list, go through my to-be-watched list, travel and walk in many new places, try new food and drinks, and throughout all that journal and keep a diary of ideas and inspirations from all experiences.

I’d keep our small local LARP group alive, and finally run that Paranoia LARP I’ve dreamed of. Outside of that, I think I’d pursue a fully handmade wardrobe. Also, I’d hold lots of space for techniques and projects that in ordinary life don’t pursued because of time/money constraints.

Paint, sew, sing, play instruments, read for pleasure, go out into nature everyday, listen to birdsong, swim, cook, call my parents, and hang out with my partner, our child, and our cat. Laugh all the time. Launch my work phone and work computer into the sun.

To be clear: this is a thought experiment about NOT being able to “be productive with all this time” (with the pressure that entails) These hypothetical funders decree (in Eccentric Robber Baron Style) that NOTHING you make/draft/scheme during the year can ever be public.

...this is so exploitably open ended on the side of the demon offering this deal. Dr. Friedman, I'm very glad demons aren't real because everyone in your comments has lost everything they gained over the year and most the stuff they started with. These are too open to interpretation 😭😭😭

You said 'scheming', friend?! You opened the argument door that any thought that could be construed as planning for the productivity of your future defaults on the deal? If you get a new home and a chair by the window and think 'I'm going to love writing here's you are scheming and lose everything

Brendon Fraser didn't embarrass himself over and over to Elizabeth Hurley as the Devil for me to not know a demon deal when I see one. The Winchesters didn't die 59 times for me to miss those signs.

It feels so difficult to take this seriously because of how comically perverse it feels to even imagine spending time not being dedicated to productivity to survive. Even if I had the year, I'd likely spend it trying to learn a language or continuing to hone skills I want to use professionally.

Build the "infrastructure" that would make it easier to make my ideas public once the year is up. Be compelled to make notes or plans about ideas I'd had anyway ... which then I think means I'm figuring out how to hide that from the hypothetical funders, or how to usurp them ...

I would be incredibly fine with it. The pressure to publish and be constantly and relentlessly productive sucks any possible joy from my life. I actually hate it. My worth being measured in what I can produce/sell/create makes me feel inadequate and desperate every day of my life

Probably craft and read and watch movies, but idk if I’d take the money in the first place. So much of my time is spent writing stories, and I want many of them to be published. I love writing to death. But the thought of no one being able to read my writing is physically painful to imagine.

I don't know that I would take that offer. I create and share because I enjoy it. I mean, the money would be nice, but that's basically just the same as taking a high-paying job that leaves no free time.

The thought experiment is intended to frame what would you do for you & those you love, without “progress” or “improvement” required. You can share among friends in this frame. It’s about leisure & making outside of even the remote tie to capital that comes from doing stuff in public or “prep.”

Yes, but I reject it as a devil's bargain. I would go stir crazy, like being locked in a house (even a cozy house) for a year. I could give up the commercial part. Everything I create will be shared freely? Ok, that's just patronage, no problem. But nothing can ever be publicly shared? No.

What's the definition of "public consumption"? How many people counts as a "public"? If on Year 2 Day 1 you publish something (or even start working towards that) did you violate the year? I feel like whenever I (sometimes enviously and jealously) look at the funding given to other artists...

... my single reflection and comparison is "how much could I do to help others with that money". If I had all the time off in the world, then sure I would research, I would play, I would eat to satisfaction (and maybe some occasional gluttony). But always, I would return to make for others.

It's like considering the impact of UBI. To have your needs met only frees you up to then go do the thing you love uninhibited, even if that is actually something tough a gruelling because it's for the people and places you love.

I’d continue language learning: French and Italian. And there are just so many books I want to read. I’d travel. Also, I’d see my friends a lot more often It has not escaped me that this list is devoid of ideas for creating entirely

I'd spend half of it doing some big walks-- the full Camino Frances route, the West Highlands Way, and some of the Great Walks in New Zealand. Other than that, I'd read, throw dinner parties (not for the public), and hang with my nieces and nephews.

For a few years I've wondered what would happen if I took a year and only consumed art made by independent artists. Feels like funding would help make that possible. Travel to film festivals, pay someone to screen self-published books for me, stuff like that.

Harder to answer this than I thought as I realize I've monetized everything I've ever found joy doing. I think I'd finally learn to do all the home repairs I know I could figure out myself if I had the time. I'd run a LOT of TTRPG games for friends. I'd start painting again.

I would read, journal, travel, and do a lot of self care (walking, cooking better food for myself, etc.). This is a deal I would absolutely take, knowing that by the time I was “free” to create again I would be raring to go.

Read. Read. Write (not all writing needs to be public). Show up for my community: host dinners, go to graduations, organize picnics, just spend time together in a way that we normally never have time for. Then go home and read.

NGL....I would find this impossible. Performing is such a huge part of my joy, a central part of what I make, that not performing (making things for public consumption by definition) would depress me. No matter what positive circumstances I was given to compensate for it, I'd be despondent.

I think what I’m trying to nudge is finding ways to perform/share/make that isn’t “public” (for example, I haven’t sung in public in a decade, but I’ve been in session groups, etc)

Paint minis and build a Wharram catamaran to sail away at the end of the year. Probably discover several new hobbies that I would promptly lose interest in once marginally competent

Refurnish my house (woodworking) and probably build a couple guitars. This is assuming I can get off my procrastinating ass, but the funding sure would help

Learn - there's so much to study and know. Travel - live and breathe life elsewhere, see the outcomes of their histories in the flesh. Talk/play/interact with people - be with and understand different voices, different perspectives and ideas.

Research everything I have ever been interested in but never have time to pursue. Read a year's worth of articles and books on the Devonian period, the science behind pearl creation, the great vowel shift in English, how quantum computers work, the biography of Mary Shelley, oh shit the year is up

I think it would be the year of Media Consumption, and just packing my calendar with playing/running games. Also travel, experience culture, visit museums. Gather inspiration for making things in the future.

Write for myself, quilt for myself, learn to tat or work on basketry. Take pottery classes and figure out if thrown pottery still feels right to my hands. Learn to use a supported spindle or a charka. Get someone in to help level adequate space for proper raised beds and also set up a berry garden.