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≥im eddy⛧ and mandy✪/ im 21+/nb/nd/ace/age regressor/ohio fr/bad smartass/i draw in paint .NET/no commz/no rp/🔞18+only plz🔞/no ai ≥check media or https://dogbraind.carrd.co ≥youre the dog now man✦

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im trying not to do it but some of my pain and mental anguish has been due to me overexposing myself to relatable trauma. not healthy, probably, tbh but like i wont stop caring ever about myself or everyone whose sad, though ive been reading a lot, maybe learning to indulge in my own.. expression

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ive just been genuinely loving the art peeps have been making while exploring this stuff idk i just didnt recognize i was having a projecting self-loathing relationship with some art and the meanings til the past few days

im trying not to do it but some of my pain and mental anguish has been due to me overexposing myself to relatable trauma. not healthy, probably, tbh but like i wont stop caring ever about myself or everyone whose sad, though ive been reading a lot, maybe learning to indulge in my own.. expression

but something ive recognized is that the biggest source of hatred has been those hating on themselves and being uncharitable to themselves ive been doing it to myself too, at least verbally. for a while yo

i wish you all to dye your hair and draw your sona however the fuck you want and to have a healthy relationship with identity, for me to have that too

i do have some kinda hyperfixation on creature ears lol theres a few artists with sonas that have ears that make me happy in a way i cant express really lol

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A lot changed for me when I realized that thinking I was the worst person ever is just as narcissistic as thinking I am the best person ever. There is a middle ground where u are aware you have flaws to work on but also u deserve love and it gets easier to stop thinking about others opinions of u

and also mostly only about my social thoughts and some vulnerabilities cuz i wanna be a bit real and further boost that your very absurd highly specific little tick or idea is probably something someone somewhere can relate to

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in 1913, soon to be dictator Victoriano Huerta reunited with US Ambassador Henry Lane Wilson in the US to plot overtaking the presidency of Leftist leader Francisco Madero, plan which eventually took place some days later which ended with the Revolution dragging on for another 10 years..

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like our genders are just not negotiable anymore and for the most part it shows cuz all peeps do is deny it boldly without any reasoning and biology texts and most studies would be in our favor if they showed that. but thats just rigged by the marxists or some cringe shit, im sure.

nothing about ancient history is hard to believe to me either. the only thing we dont know is how they got bricks up to the pyramids heights, but there are suggestions that they used pullies cuz there are slots still visible in some walls that could imply ropes were thru them

i have nothing better sometimes than to keep up so many peeps are just depressed about orange hitler and half the big names online that oppose reality are for real rapists or peeps that find it really funny

it gave me a lot of hope learning that biology backs us it makes peeps who oppose our existence seem a kin to flat-earthers and those conspiracy nuts that cant believe ancient brown peeps built big stacks of bricks in the desert

a lot of peeps dont cut corners to usurpt their adhd like i do and still output way more than i do and it prolly says something about me i do kinda slow down on purpose a bit but not a lot. i just want time to play games and work when i have to help pull shit together

surely not a rare idea but i think of double d from edd ed n eddy as gender ambiguous and nonbinary by default and always have gotten a confused vibe from them they make me think they/them

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Things just got way worse. My family's surgery went well, but they found further damage that ratcheted the price up to $50,000. Either we pay 4k in cash today, or get billed the full amount. We're short 3500. Please help. We can't survive that bill. Quite literally. ko-fi.com/gunnywaffle

if nothing else even if u fail to recognize or understand something about a drawing, certainly dont let it stop u from loving the art.. surely ive proly failed to recognize some deeper meaning in art. its still a thing of mine to not wanna dismiss things i dont eazily understand

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Yeah, it's a wee bit dire... what the fuck

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Still need help, friends. I'm sorry I keep having to ask. Anything helps: gofund.me/81f8ebc75

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It is hard to be happy if you see yourself as "the main character" of the world. realizing that everyone else, strangers you don't know, they all have a life as vivid and interesting as yours will help you, genuinely, to feel less lonely inside

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am sorry for asking more help but sadly my job has cut my hours significantly (8 hrs in total next week) it came out of nowhere and put things at a very bad spot atm i’m soooooo close on moving in by November, it would mean a lot to share ;A; 💕💕 gofund.me/f242972b9 ko-fi.com/jackiewackie

gofundme.comDonate to Support Jackie's Move to a Safer City, organized by Monroe OceanHello there, my name is Monroe. I'm a part-time artist who is here to help get my c… Monroe Ocean needs your support for Support Jackie's Move to a Safer City

my current mental state has been worsening and wanna accelerate the moving process eventually.. any help is appreciated and this will be my main pinned post from now on i’ll go in detail under this post, thank uu.. www.gofundme.com/f/support-ja... ko-fi.com/jackiewackie