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There’s so many things people think I should care about enough that they think it would make me feel bad for. my ex would always say “nobody likes you” and that got to me until I thought about it as if it were true, and I’m just like, welp thsts ground zero then

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I mean, do I want people to like me? I guess, or not really, but I don’t necessarily want them to not like me, but then I’m not really doing anything where being liked is even relevant, so I honesty dont know how I feel about it

I just don’t know how the one person I chose to marry would say it over and over, but to essentially tell me something that is in and of itself incredibly hurtful yet not really something I personally care about is just proof she didn’t know me

There’s so many things people think I should care about enough that they think it would make me feel bad for. my ex would always say “nobody likes you” and that got to me until I thought about it as if it were true, and I’m just like, welp thsts ground zero then

and I see people actively not like me, and it doesn’t help being in one of the rudest states of the US, and then I’m like, well, I think I’m nobody, so if you’re actively not liking me, you’re just less than nobody, or something like that

I’m okay not being ok. antisocial mediocrity is pretty comfy. doing with nothing to try for is its own reward, I suppose

survived long enough to make it to the apocalypse, and all I got was the empty promise of a $5k check from the Antichrist

after being on TikTok this weekend, bsky and twitter like formats seem archaic. and people actually interact. did not expect that

It always amazes me how cinematic vibes are created with such seemingly minimal, for lack of a better word, effort. Maybe it just doesn’t take much to get me all tense

The President title should be like Thor. You are only Mr./Ms./Mrs. President. Your name as your identity is separate. Decouple your ego from the role.

you’re free to get drunk and high, but you're preferred to be a drunk. You’re free to kill each other, but not one of them. You’re free to buy the things they deem safe. You’re free to eat, but only if that food is poison. Related to that, you’re free to pay for healthcare to pay to go to the doctor

since when did a bunch of dudes who like to build tech become jonah hill levels of insecure to want to digitally enslave their own species

oh man, I hope I don’t get evicted before I can catch up on funds with this new job. If this works, I’ll actually be working remote and down the street from my kid‘s school. The shit I’ve seen regarding Flock is fucking nuts.

we should be able to move freely between nodes in the multiverse in an attempt to find one place in an infinite sea of possibility

damn, nothing has gotten better, and has actively become worse over the past 20 years. All progress has been stunted to focus all things on tracking of the “users” (it’s just fucking humans)

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and then it hits me like a ton of bricks that there’s no way out of this anymore. I certainly don’t want to lug around physical media, and however much I ever have, it wouldn’t be enough to actually encompass my interests as a whole.

I don’t think it’s one or the other, but that’s what happened. Tech is just weird now, and the people that make it are weird now.

damn, nothing has gotten better, and has actively become worse over the past 20 years. All progress has been stunted to focus all things on tracking of the “users” (it’s just fucking humans)

Doesn’t matter what fucking device I’m on, my internet buffers constantly or plays pixelated, and it’s just at a time when I want to shut off and not deal with it

I got a job 😪 now I just need to pay September rent some how & everything will be back to “normal”

Thinking that someone doing something calling X twitter instead of X is just weird. People that had a brain should have hopped off immediately after the sediments that were displayed, but everyone stayed and just pretended that what it wasn’t was supposed to be what it was

1st Avengers movie (first one in the series) with my daughter lots of lore quips from me regarding the history of all characters Although he isn’t my favorite, maybe 4th, Captain America & his belief in all things pure is…I’m not sure, but I think we need that, and it makes me sad it’s nearly gone

I think I identify with Black Widow this time around. I’d like to blot out my red in the ledger of my life.

I also think there’s something to be said about superheroism as a way to describe someone’s specific strength. To lean into what is innate to anyone and everyone is a basic essence to be tapped into

1st Avengers movie (first one in the series) with my daughter lots of lore quips from me regarding the history of all characters Although he isn’t my favorite, maybe 4th, Captain America & his belief in all things pure is…I’m not sure, but I think we need that, and it makes me sad it’s nearly gone

I think I identify with Black Widow this time around. I’d like to blot out my red in the ledger of my life.

you can’t reconcile once something has been done, and you can’t exit on your own terms. What a hell.