Chiffa

wondering how many people dismiss great music because it's political

I am such a dork

I like charting things out, makes me realise I am not an idiot sometimes

I'm such a dork, I'm planning to rename arewelazeryet components into greek gods when I have a beatmap fetch queue going

First week of the first job done 1. I've seen monstrosities 2. I've drank a lot of tea 3. I've spent 10 hours documenting the db structure and adjacent things

oh also I got a job offer yesterday

Wrote my first blogpost (blog.chiffa.lol/posts/osu-la...), posted it to osugame, was welcomed with a lot of nice comments and a peppy friend request, what a morning

I need to do a deep dive into postgres to learn more about query planning and optimisations, because I clearly don't know nearly enough, jesus

ok google how do I find a safe way to crash out while both getting attention and not worrying those I care about

Sorry, I was just remembering your thighs - Shimamura, totally not gay for Adachi, to Adachi, totally not gay for Shimamura

Alcoholism is when a bottle of dry red does nothing by itself

It's a Shame that basically Everything I want to Interact with is Stuck on the Racist Burger DeluX App

if I learned sign language, my habit of gesturing when I'm talking would be useful food for thought

I hate programming with other people because I start rightfully second guessing my habits

I am the pinnacle of human laziness and incompetence

new madoka trailer is peak please shaft no more delays I'm begging you

vanitas vanitatum, et omnia vanitas

How do I stop seeking external validation

having selfhosted website analytics is dope

I want to be a cute anime girl

damn HTTP QUERY being standardised sounds like a game changer for some cases, great stuff

I'm so nervous I've felt I'm about to puke for the past 6 hours

I want to release something useful to the world

My friend gave me 10$ over DonationAlerts for a shawarma. Today I opened OBS, heard the dono sound ("We're gonna be rich" from Reno Jackson, the HS quote specifically) and then OBS crashed Fucking crypto stealer behaviour caused by me forgetting an update, amazing

payment processors are a scam

I've watched the entirety of @rtgame.bsky.social's playthrough of 007 First Light, and honestly that's how interactive movies should be done. It has some actual gameplay and decision making, but still looks railroaded enough to be a streamlined cinematic experience. Good stuff

Had to go through my first ever production disaster recovery. A few grey hairs and chest pain, good day

For the first time in weeks I slept in without feeling guilty about it. Good morning

gluesky

decided to pour out my energy drink into a glass cuz I'm at home, it's so dang green wtf

osu

update - I am allowed to present tomorrow, except my presentation isn't really ready

I have found the absolute counter to say "I'm gonna k myself", instead, now I just say "oughh I'm such a chud. Such a fucking chud" and not only does it unlearn a really bad stim, it's also funny as hell

I just successfully migrated two (adjacent) projects across linux users without a hitch, I might be learning

the looming threat of having to import 300+ million entries into a production database

I love SSH

noooo I have to rewrite the report of my activities during my internship cuz the prof that runs things is a dumbass

my data charting got hard misrepresented cuz I'm an idiot and posted a slightly misleading chart that looks funny, except thanks to my refusal to have twitter I can't say the person who doesn't read the numbers is an idiot. welp

I got tired of watching youtube and decided to finally start watching Adachi to Shimamura god episode 1 is adorable I hope for the best aaaaaa

videojames

holy shit Happy Sugar Life is one hell of an anime to watch as my first title in a few months, I'm 4 episodes deep and jesus everloving christ

being consumed by doomscrolling

Reading vol.7 of HakoMari late into the evening was a mistake, I'm currently still crying from the ending and I need to wake up in 6 hours

After a week of 180hz, I can say that, while Rapid Trigger gave me more improvement so far, high refresh rate gave me more comfort and that matters more. My eyes finally don'y get tired after playing DT for two hours

since I haven't said it outside of stream in a while: trans women are women trans men are men trans right are human rights I will not tiptoe around my support for those facts to be more "palatable". I will not be quiet to make terfs comfortable. That shit will not fly in my community or life.

180hz feels insanely good wtf