Catch your breath, Carmen

✨20 years of Taylor Swift™ ✨ my FAVORITE(s) songs from each album. 1. Should’ve Said No 2. TWILY 3. Back to December 4. IBYTAM 5. New Romantics 6. CIWYWT 7. AOTGYLB / Daylight 8. ☮️ / The Lakes 9. Happiness 10. Mastermind / You’re Loosing Me 11. loml / Peter 12. Babylon THIS IS HARD! I cheated.

I’m officially done responding. Don’t say “you don’t care” and completely reject when others try to show you concern. We can’t save anyone but ourselves. At the end of the day, the internet is not reality unless we live exclusively inside the WWW. It’s a tool. Neither it or TS define me.

No one listens to what the artists actually say when they pump out patriarchal romantic centered themes. Some days I just feel fed up.

Rewatched Mona Lisa Smile today on Kanopy. (Kanopy is a free streaming service with a library membership.) This movie should have been SO MUCH more popular than it was. Sadly, the patriarchy couldn’t allow that. 👀 But, this movie is so important in the story being told right now. 💍

Are these matches?

She uses “this” instead of “he”. Is any non Gaylor clocking that? Cleveland! Something we all can agree on But my baby likes what he likes, oh-woah, oh-oh He already took me to Cleveland. Now I'm wearing white, so hate all you like *This* is the love of my life. Plus that damn ! again. 👀

I can’t place it but I just realized the Midnights album cover art style reminds me of album artwork design for something I’ve seen. Compilations or Greatest Hits. The photo being smaller than the album size w/the title outside the photo & the tracklist on the cover. I’m having a major brain fart.

An all new Director Award 🏆, you don’t say?

I’m on day 2 of a low grade fever. I have no ability to participate in the Emmy fun. But I do want to acknowledge I consistently struggle with the back & forth of social justice and decoding. So I appreciate everyone who can stay engaged. You bring me joy. Thank you. No judgement.

My hometown is so messy.

At the end of her tour she said she was ready for her next project…to start a family. It just feels weird that it it is already widespread industry news she & fiancé have welcomed a newborn. I don’t know if I feel uncomfortable these celebs aren’t given space/privacy or use life events as PR.

Lili Reinhart wearing the iconic butter yellow silk dress made famous by Kate Hudson in “How To Lose a Guy In 10 Days”. www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8ctRpdd/

The blender got another beautiful light. Protect children, including artists. I had hoped she would find her way free of this darkness. I guess, in a way she has. RIP Hayden.

I left a comment asking if anyone thinks they are making this obvious that this is all manufactured to keep the general public distracted with their bread & circus. Let’s see the vitriol that follows. (TT discussing a “beef” between Gracie Abrams & Phoebe Bridgers ⬇️) www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8nhCLBs/

Today I can’t shake the feeling I forgot something. I’m supposed to do something. Something is missing. I can’t figure out why. 😮‍💨 I have some guesses.

Not the confetti from a Hillary Duff concert being 🧡🤍🩷. Wake up people! 😂 Or are there other colors this concert goer missed??

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Another alter ego has entered the chat. Tyga’s 80’s inspired STARFACE. Says he is departing from rap with new persona.

I’m sorry…it’s 2026, why the fuck are we still perpetuating this idea that people’s personal and professional achievements mean absolutely nothing unless they have someone to share it with???

Airplane (1980) #FilmSky #MovieSky #Movies

Oh! SALT AIR = TAS LIAR 🤥 🧨

Feeling myself. I’ve decided I really like dark on my eyelid. The lips are a little over the top. But, oh well. I can be too. *peep my 🦀♋️ stamp and my karma is a cat stamp.

How I know I’m getting old? Tonight is my high school 30 year reunion. That is so weird. I’m 2000 miles away so I won’t be going. #classof96 The only thing that makes me feel not as old…knowing Holly Madison’s is next year. We went to the same middle & high school.

Today is the day I officially change my bio from 48 to 49. I only have 364 days left of my 40s. Happy birthday to ME!

New guest name drop. Wifey is getting eaten up in the comments for the dress being too white and others are saying it’s basically pink. (Train’s frontman Pat Monohan and his wife, Amber). I doubt Taylor would care. There was possibly 1000 people there. Can you even see everyone?

Everytime I see a comment saying “leave her alone” or “this isn’t your business” or “why do you care so much” or “she can do whatever she wants” or…(you get my point), I want to scream how they are trying to police people’s opinions and voices. Swiftie Fascists for a billionaire. How fitting.

The worst comment I’ve read today about the wedding today. “@kimberly☀️: It wasn’t the real wedding, they were already married. I really think this is what they wanted to show us. For the fandom.” Say what? Spend 20ish million doll hairs on a public spectacle to make the fans happy?

The privacy sign on the door must have gotten lost. Romance is ☠️.

Is the “she’s already married, this is the reception/party” sharp narrative shift due to the cognitive dissonance from the absolute absurdity of this circus? Because the amount of comments I’ve started seeing in the past 18 hours is wild.

Starlady (who I really enjoy) on TT is calling out the astrology of it all and the wedding. She starts the video stating that millionaires don’t have astrologists, billionaires do. 🤭

The Man wall still haunts me. Specially the reputation with Debut secretly encoded in. It’s why I have subscribed to Debutation for at least 2, maybe 3 years.

She is so close to figuring it out but thinks of everything except that maybe they were PR and this is PR. She even justifies Taylor being fine with public relationships. But she has been singing about secret relationships for years b4 Joe. 🤭 www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8GrV49d/

Ohhhhh!! Madison Square Garden = MSG = sodium salt (glutamic acid) = salt 🧂 Took me long enough. 🤣

Has the “Trouble in Paradise” narrative been activated?