Ruby Chocolate Kitsune ✨

Ruby Chocolate Kitsune ✨

@the.choco.one

(NSFW/🔞) Her/She/Bun. The Confectioner of Kinks; freelance furry artist and streamer. Art is at @artistic.choco.one, more on my site https://the.choco.one. I make fetish art and love engaging with others. Support my art on https://support.the.choco.one

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video call with my Mommy tonight really helped fix a lot of hurt I've still got to heal from over the past week-and-change because of how much happened all throughout I'm hopeful that I can reset a bit and make some things tomorrow, I'm a tad desperate to especially given how the last thing flopped

I wish there was a way for me to install a filter in my own eyes that prevents me from seeing art that isn't mine, at least until I make more of the stuff I want to; because I can't stop myself from finding all the ways I wish I was better at making my own things, and feeling bad about it

I hate how scary it is to be in a relationship, I hate how scary it is to not be in a relationship, I hate how scary it is to do things, I hate how scary it is to not do things, I hate how scary it is

Just a hare's breath (sic) away from giving up on being accommodating and patient, and just saying no to everything that doesn't benefit me. That obviously won't happen, though. Just so fucking tired of falling in second and getting neglected because I'm not constantly pushing for more.

Word about the cancellation didn't get to me because the organizers neglected to add new folks to the WhatsApp group chat that I'm still not in, which I'm also still pretty miffed about But I met a trans guy while waiting for nobody to show up so it ended up being a 2-person picnic. It was nice. 💝

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saved a whipped cream container to serve as a portion control bucket for chips i won't eat through the whole bag in one sitting if there's an actual bottom to the container im eating just an fyi, this is why endless scrolling is a thing in social media so you keep consuming it without pause

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Also just learned she’s apparently super anti-Palestian so… ya know what, I’ll take her hating me. Those are the kind of people I don’t want liking me if they’re being blatantly pro-genocide on main. Just still wild the absolute bad faith. But I guess to be expected.

Jessie Gender@jessiegender.bsky.social

Disappointing to see a fellow trans writer outright lie about me and be incredibly insulting over a milquetoast take on Dems. If I recall when we spoke, I was trying to be kind and also I’ve never argued that SP isn’t transphobic. I literally have vids & posts going back YEARS saying that. Just… wow

I sometimes wonder if I deprioritize myself very aggressively even within my own spaces. I try to lift others up around me as best I can, but I don't know where the line is that it starts to come at my own expense. It's hard to tell.

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There's new merch available on my store, and a launch sale now on until this Wednesday! Check them out here: chocolate.dashery.com with specific listings linked in replies. All are available as stickers and other apparel at the bottom of each page. #furryart #merch

Posted my new merch drop early in various places and the wait til the timed sale actually starts (stupid site restriction) is the longest 15 minutes I've had to deal with in a long time.

While fixing up my site further from some lingering issues from last week's whole fiasco, I clocked this. Nearly 3.5k times that people clicked "like" on things I posted on my very own site, that I've hosted for many years now? Makes me feel really good. 💝

Last night I attended a group discussion event centered around kink. While I was geared up for it as someone who knows a thing or two on the subject, I was also conscious of the fact that I was going to be surrounded by a lot of folks who have a lot more experience actually *doing* it than I do.

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People were fascinated by who I am, what I do, and what I said. I gave out my website to many of them that asked, and got acquainted with a lovely couple who had ✨immaculate✨gender vibes about them. Turns out they were going to a party that I'd passed up for the panel discussion. We went together.

The party was a 6 year anniversary celebration of a cafe-turned-bar that I frequented over the course of me getting therapy for my transition. During that time I befriended the owners, a lovely foreign couple, who got to see my progress over the years. Seeing them that night was amazing.

Last night I attended a group discussion event centered around kink. While I was geared up for it as someone who knows a thing or two on the subject, I was also conscious of the fact that I was going to be surrounded by a lot of folks who have a lot more experience actually *doing* it than I do.

Boy was I wrong. I held court. I was having to STOP myself from talking too much, but only because people were interested in what I had to say. So many times I raised and lowered my hand as a point of discussion progressed, until finally I decided I couldn't not tie together the points mentioned.