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@quickthetraceur.bsky.social

yeah you guys can probably tell that i am indeed going insane right | 15 (minor) | NSFW/"MDNI" DNI (like...why would you break your own dni 👀👀👀)

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No seriously how the fuck do I block /search on a mobile device Every blocker I've seen is either paid, preachy, just can't block individual subpages, or all 3

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"you are your quirkiness! embrace it! :3" yeah well how do i do that if my quirkiness IS what helps ruin hundreds of other kids' lives every day no way around it

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I AM WALUIGI - purple characters (my sona was) - skinny asf (i am irl) - i started considering tennis like 3 days ago if i were to do a sport but that's prolly not saying that much - envious of other people's happi-i mean uhhh nothing idk who normal ass luigi is though

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oh and - self-pity - me being willing to become entirely defined as being "anti-___" (this doesn't make ___ luigi though because i know i'm not actually anything to it) WAAAAAH!!!

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I'm noticing this is usually when I talk to a friend that IS a fan and so I can't suddenly reveal to them that I'm killing all of my ideas.

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Sometimes I end up back in a conversation where people are talking about ___ and I forget what I hated so much about it until the """fun""" is already done. It's as if I never saw a single headline. ...I HATE when that happens.

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I think if I kept going the way I went, I would've reached the point of straight up telling random people in that game's tag to kill themselves. And have a ton of excuses for that too. I probably would've become the only one who needed to die by then.

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I'm glad I never wound up in charge of a fandom otherwise I'm sure I'd have a bunch of people scrambling to archive everything because they ACTUALLY CARE about my SLOP

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If any of you lost media idiots are looking for them (I have this irrational fear of shit getting archived when I don't want it to) tell me so I can purposefully get in your way Or maybe you won't specifically because I asked

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Can't forget the Kaiju Paradise collab

EVIL thomas@pp4rtyp0is0n.bsky.social

And roblox games need to stop partnering with Makeship too. I don't care if theyre the easiest to work with, they did a rerun of the Sebastian plushie a while ago and stated that they'd still make Pressure merch while being fully aware of what happened

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FUCK I did it again. I knew I should've thought of blocking /search on my phone too. I realized I was making the same mistake of hateposting yet again during my main morning routine.

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Nvm I'm back because I need my furry art fix. ...And also because I found a better solution than completely quitting: blocking the search feature. Yes, only the search feature. So not "bsky.app" entirely, just "bsky.app/search." I'm sure news may come from literally anywhere else anyway.

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Anyway I have no idea what "my thing" will be now. I can't constantly hatepost, but I'm not ready to "embrace the true self" yet. I know "real me" will immediately get rejected for having to do with The Super Duper Evil Fucked Up Game and that I would be Literally Hitler to try and show it anyway.

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yknow bluesky obviously doesn't stand for the same things xitter does but i'm quickly realizing it also has a bunch of people who just want to make everything sound degenerate (this is probably "man discovers fire" and i'm even more probably one of those people but whatever)

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I'm not sure whether to get off or not because on one hand this place, well, tells me stuff. On the other hand it keeps making me think I'm a terrible person just for liking something (well, if it's R_____, then I am, but I'm just gonna keep feeling the same for every other game)

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...Am I though? I'm ALSO realizing that many of the claims that gave me these negative ideas about my morality are exaggerated. If the "me" problems I've waffled about recently really do come from my feed more than they do from actual issues, then I'm not staying

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When I lwk realize OTHER games I know (FNaF) are also evil so I'm gonna have to force THOSE out of my life too Maybe they're not as vile as R_____, so I won't bitch about them as often on here, but still. Must I exclusively look at media made before 2010 or something? What must I do to be "clean?"

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Sometimes I end up back in a conversation where people are talking about ___ and I forget what I hated so much about it until the """fun""" is already done. It's as if I never saw a single headline. ...I HATE when that happens.

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I've probably been blocked by at least a dozen more people in the past month but it's not like I needed to hear anything from them anyway + I have no way of knowing that, so why dwell on it?

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Every time I start thinking "it's not that bad" or "maybe Roblox players deserve to live," I look back at this and similar things. To keep the rage alive. As it should be alive. You and I do, in fact, not hate it enough.

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The platform is worthless, so is everything on there. Yes that includes the shovelware like STEAL A SKIBIDI EGG. Hooray. Yes that includes your childhood and your passion projects. Cry me a river.

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It's like the Backrooms of gaming (but like, if that wasn't a negative thing)

Tirk@frogkaro.bsky.social

problem with making any hyperbolic statement abt video games as a medium is that I assume for every game that scrapes by into the western canon there's like 50 untranslated taiwan-only DOS RPGs that have been running since 1989 that are probably just as good as Chrono Trigger that I'll never play

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Do I just not even DESERVE them?

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I've known "real games." Toddler me loved Sonic. 2020 me loved Mega Man. I also had phases for games like Bomberman that died in a week for some fucking reason (I larped the whole time lol). So why the fuck do I still drift Elsewhere?

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this took like 10 minutes to make but for some reason it's still a little pretty imo it's not like i made it to impress a single person either, not even myself, i just needed something to replace my other wallpaper (which was, YOU GUESSED IT, a reference to ___) with