pirate system

By the way guys at about dawn I'm gonna go to rehab. My mom found out about the hallucinations I've been having and she knows my psychiatrist and my old mental hospital won't do shit to fix my meds so she and my dad are taking me to a small town about an hour and a half northwest of us for rehab

I'm probably gonna be there for about a month. The reviews on this place are very good and despite being in a Republican town they seem to accept the LGBTQ+ community and even the person I spoke to on the phone was some sort of LGBTQ+ individual (though he had a straight voice tbh)

My mother just forced my hand into scheduling an appointment with my psychiatrist "as soon as humanly possible" but my schedule is almost entirely full for the next three months I hate America

Just asked a guy in my class what his name was because I'm not the same headmate he met with and therefore I genuinely don't cucking remember his name and he just said "no." Fuck you too asshole I have a memory disorder not a fucking fae curse

He just turned around. He's wearing a shamrock on the back of his shirt. Because of course he is. Of course not every Irish person does this to people who have memory disorders but when I tell everyone in the fucking class that I have a memory disorder and I forget you can't just assume I'm a fairy.

I know this is probably a relevation that someone has already come across or realized themselves, but I was doing research on Gaul with my mom and I realized something. Racism didn't exist back then. It wasn't a "hey, this guy looks different to me, let's slaughter his people," it was a "I want to+

+have lots of land and lots of people to obey me". And I think the same thing is true for most empires of any ethnicity, but what stands out amongst the colonial empires such as England, France, Spain, and Portugal is that they specifically found people who looked quite different from them and+

oh my life goals? oh yknow... move to Canada, get an education, then a job, then citizenship, then testosterone, and finally, when that's all done, go viral singing lalala by bbno$ at some sort of karaoke bar as god intended. like making wine from grapes

so if anyone's curious my mom told me yesterday that we might move to Canada sometime in the next two years, and i became so enamoured with the idea that eventually she was like "you know what? why don't you just go to Canada for university? you'll have to spend 100 grand here anyways, why not+

+my rights 4. i love diversity and think we should have more of it 5. I'm the only person in my immediate vicinity who learned to apologize even though i didn't cause a thing because i empathize 6. I'm the only person in my immediate vicinity who would help a stranger if they were hurt or+

so if anyone's curious my mom told me yesterday that we might move to Canada sometime in the next two years, and i became so enamoured with the idea that eventually she was like "you know what? why don't you just go to Canada for university? you'll have to spend 100 grand here anyways, why not+

+spend it in a place you'll be happy?" and then we listened to Dave Matthews band all the way home lmao. anyways I'm doing research and there's only four universities that will accept American student loans, but thankfully they're all in areas i would actually fucking live in lmao

just listened to dude looks like a lady by aerosmith for the first time in years and oh my fucking god it's like simultaneously ahead of its time and not ahead of its time. it's crazy. like bro literally found a trans woman in a bar and found out she was trans after they got down and dirty and he+

+was like well he's really hot anyways i'll just let him do me lmao like i mean yeah he doesn't adhere to the pronoun standards of today but also the fact that he just accepted that this lady was trans and continued? revolutionary

I've been noticing a rise in YouTube Shorts and other related videos of skits where people have essentially imagined a 2050 where AI have been given mechanical bodies and made up slurs for their human characters to call the AI. I don't really like using AI, I think it should be kept out of art in+

+is doing at my job or the store and B. I feel like inventing slurs for robots that don't even have bodies yet would, if anything, make the robot revolution come faster. Honestly, I've built up a habit of saying thank you to my microwave after it heats up my popcorn because I don't want to be+

I've been noticing a rise in YouTube Shorts and other related videos of skits where people have essentially imagined a 2050 where AI have been given mechanical bodies and made up slurs for their human characters to call the AI. I don't really like using AI, I think it should be kept out of art in+

Average debate on an EU forum lmao

ngl i think the right are cracking down so hard on trans healthcare and other rights for trans people because even if people detransition because they realized maybe they weren't actually trans, they would still know how both sexes function because they had hormones making their bodies function+

+like the opposite sex. like as a nonbinary person who tried to transition ftm but then medically detransitioned due to the societal pressures of my state, i know more about the male physiological functions than the average woman, and the same would be true in reverse.

also my previous therapist stopped being my therapist because she was taking another job, right? well today i found out SHE'S AT MY FUCKING SCHOOL. AS AN ACADEMIC THERAPIST. FOR TEST ANXIETY AND SHIT. they made this woman be my trauma therapist as a conservative ass woman and now she's working at+

+my fucking SCHOOL???? i can never fucking catch a break can i