Elster

I’ve reached the point of depression where I start sobbing at work this is not chill

Sobbed to the point of gagging today first time I’ve ever done that

I hear bsky is having some AI drama but unfortunately I didn't leave Twitter over AI, I left over this

I did so good on my Lilith playlist it hurts me so much Oh Lilith my Lilith…

Man I do like my job, I wish it wasn’t slowly killing me

Getting tired of being tired

I wish my body would let me sleeeep

Wow person who has been isolating feels so much better after spending time with friends Who could’ve guessed 🫩

My body can’t tell the difference between being held at gunpoint and waking up

Sombra Overwatch by request of friend #overwatch #sombraoverwatch

It’s me and my sudoku puzzles against the world

I feel like a stock market crash

I’ve been using Overwatch and Wizard101 to cope with life lately this is a new low for me

I’m like if Gregor Samsa was a 20 year old non-binary lesbian

I think reading Franz Kafka’s Metamorphosis in my current state would do irreparable damage to me but I’m tempted to do it

help help help I’m stuck in a never ending loop!

The concept of the potions coven in toh always appalled me. Like I just don’t consider potions a type of magic. To me that’s a combination of chemistry and medicine, you’re not (typically) using a spell to mix a concoction together Idk, just odd to me. What would the sigil even limit your magic to?

TOH Novel Spoilers Look how cute she is I love Lilith The woman ever My sweet cheese My weird traumatized woman Guys did I say I love Lilith

help

It’s October 1st

going through old art and found this owl house redraw that's still neat! #theowlhouse #lilithclawthorne #edaclawthorne #rainewhispers

I keep seeing things about Mamdani and New York thriving this feels like watching people have a wonderful time while you’re in a burning building

Noah Kahan you’re gonna get it One note of his songs and I’m doomed for the day

OWL HOUSE NOVELTHURSDAY WOW !!! WOW !!!!

Oh my god oh my god oh my god the owl house novel just shipped It’s arriving at my house Thursday NOBODY TOUCH ME

Wow… Ashe Overwatch… wow….

Lilith is so cute in the new novel coming out I am NOT okay Her hair.. her glasses… her clothes… I’m screaming

Every time I see art of a beautiful woman I’m like “wow..” and then she turns out to be a man and I yell “DAMN” (This is about feminine men/a lot of animes I swear I’m not being transphobic 🫩)

this is some of the saddest I’ve ever consistently been what the hell man I am exhausted and sad and stressed and disappointed

Man it really just gets worse and worse huh

I wanna sleep forever but I know even if I didn’t have work tomorrow I would still be woken up by intense anxiety before I could get 8+ hours

Logically my friends probably like me but what if my anxiety is right and everyone actually hates me

I am in mental distress, things at work keep changing!!

man feeling like the most annoying person in the world todwy

Been listening to Zelda soundtracks for the last three days and they’re so good I love when game soundtracks include other themes in a song. Like the amount of times Zelda’s Lullaby shows up in other songs drives me insane

my cute ocs from my original story #ocs #ocsky

It’s kinda crazy seeing my art has improved compared to art from last year. Like it makes sense but… man… It’s good to see it though, makes me feel less stagnant

Drew a manticore named Dragomir for the dnd campaign I’m in #dnd

Friends came over to make some nonalcoholic beverages based on our dnd characters and they’re all horribly sugary and we are all violently shaking with various pains in our stomachs and heads 10/10 experience

I love random spikes of energy that makes me freak out if I stand still so I end up rearranging the entire fridge

I love when I don’t realize I’m hungry until I’m feeling like this while being very shaky and I say “something is happening to me” causing everyone in the vicinity to be concerned

Making Lilith in Tomodachi Life and I can’t stop smiling and giggling someone kill me

the minor inconveniences are getting to me

Happy 72nd Birthday Ruby Bridges🎉 Ruby Bridges was the first Black child to desegregate & attend an all white elementary school in Louisiana during the New Orleans school desegregation.