Paintixir (VGen)

Paintixir here! I'm an Illustrator who loves using bold colors and textures in my work. I also use retro themes as inspiration. Currently looking for illustration work! Email: paintixir@gmail.com Portfolio: paintixir.carrd.co #procreate #illustration #digitalart

I'm making my art style more analog like because I'm tired of people accusing my art as AI. This happened to me three times this year. Like damn, what more do you want?!

Guess who didn't spend all day doomscrolling on Twitter and Instagram today?! 🥳

I hate the current state of the world I'm in. Especially in the United States. Opportunities are being taken away and the cost of everything is high. It's making it even harder to do better with myself because everything is out of reach.

I broke down crying because I don't want to go in work today. I TIRED OF BEING STRESSED, IN PAIN, AND UNHAPPY. I rather do something else. Something better.

I'm so mean to myself to the point it's not even funny. I would say very cruel comments to myself and make myself cry.

Repeated cycle goes like: Wake up, work at fast paced stressful job all day, come home, don't do anything due to pain, and sleep. I am tired of it. Fuck the job market too. 🫩

I still have personal issues with my relationship with my body, but seven people complimented me on my dress today. The dress I wore today at the casino.

The list of my Vanna's headcanons is now two pages long! 😭

✨️ What’s your Palette? Vanna Illustration 🎨 (2022) ✨️

✨️ “No Undo” art challenge. Vanna Illustration.(2022) ✨️

This is what Vanna looks like if she's in Baldur’s Gate 3. (I'm on BG3 break due to burnout. I'm currently playing Halloween the game at the moment and would like to finish Resident Evil Requiem soon.)

I'm trying to figure out what to do next in my life. I want to get out of this hole and do something new with my life. I'm tired of getting up just to go to work for $13 an hour and come home to do nothing. I want something more in life.

✨️Vanna Halloween (2022)✨️

What price should I set for my art commissions? $75, $80, $90, or $100? #VgenCommㅤ #Vgencommissionㅤ

I want my weekends off again. I'm sick of working every single weekend.

I need to fix my art commission prices again. I changed it three times this year.

I need a new obsession to draw and enjoy. Help me!

Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes! 🫂💖

Today is my birthday!

I don't know what my drawing challenge is going to be for this month of October, but I'll figure out something.

✨️ Bewitched Vanna (2020) ✨️

✨Swordtember weapon designs (2025)✨

I'm surprised that people like my Ghostbusters fanart. 🙏🏾✨️

I was binge watching The Real Ghostbusters cartoon today on Tubi and ended up drawing fanart. I don’t know if this is going to be finished or not.

The moment when my usual drawing methods I used in my illustrations don't work like they used to. What does it mean?

Out of all the times I been sexually harassed, stalked, groped, and being pressured / feeling uncomfortable by men, only one person defended me. Other times, I get blamed or ignored instead.

Do you use default brushes or buy brushes for Procreate/Clip Studio Paint?

I want to continue drawing before bed, but I have to go to work in the morning. 🫩

Sometimes I have to write about my personal experiences on social media when it comes to things that deeply affected me. It helps me process things and be more vulnerable than keeping everything inside and be silent.

Trying to blend colors without using the smudge tool is very difficult. Any advice? 🤔

I would like to get back into the Resident Evil fandom and make fanart for the series again. Maybe.....

✨️ WIP ✨️

I know talking to myself 24/7 is bad, but it soothes me and helps with my loneliness.

I wish I wasn't so hard on myself. I need to stop taking my anger out on myself for every single little thing. 😞

✨️ Important ✨️

The moment where a bad memory resurfaced and triggered my mood swings in the early morning hours. Hating everything and everyone around me. The biggest hate is towards myself. I ended up isolating myself and staying in my room in bed all day. My whole day is ruined. 🥲

What's even more gross is that people pair me up with someone who nobody wants and was later outed as a degenerate creep. And they think that it's "funny".

It's always the older creeps, married men, or creepy managers/teachers who hit on me and make me uncomfortable. It's no wonder why I'm so hostile and despise them. The sad thing is that people blame me, while the creep is never being held accountable.

✨ One of Vanna’s pink outfits from 2023. ✨

I don't know what to draw today. 😵‍💫🫩

What do you think of my art in general?

What do you think of my art in general?

Thick oil paint brush and Kaze_Fude brush is used for this illustration. Done on iPad Pro.

Thick oil paint brush and Kaze_Fude brush is used for this illustration. Done on iPad Pro.

I'm starting to use Clip Studio Paint again after being on Procreate for years. Why is Clip Studio Paint colors are not vibrant enough? It's dull and lifeless. 🥴

✨ Sunrise Vanna ✨