OTTERMATIC

OTTERMATIC

@ottermatic.bsky.social

I accidentally spilled Spot Remover on my dog, now I can't find him.

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True story. Every time I go on vacation I plan to chill, read books, listen music, draw a bit but instead of that I run from sight to sight, shop to shop and take a thousand pictures. That's exactly why I finished this otter comic AFTER my vacation and not during it. XD

Look at these little guys frolicking!

KK@kk-maker.bsky.social

One of my favorite animal videos, probably taken at Disney's Animal Kingdom: four asian small-clawed otters racing back and forth across the grass like a troop of predatory socks, hopping up to try and snatch a butterfly out of the air.

I’m lonely but too anxious to even talk to people on vrchat, and all my friends gave up on me. I don’t blame them but fuck it’s lonely. I don’t remember the last time someone even asked how my day was.

I’m so incredibly lonely but afraid to reach out to anyone. Driven away all my friends with my insane bullshit, No energy left to make new ones especially when I’m still such a mess. I hate this so much. Just existing has become torture. Idk how much longer I can handle this.

Idk what to do about my mental health anymore, I go to all my appointments and take all my meds, and I’m only getting progressively worse. I’d say I’m in a crisis right now, but I don’t know the last time I wasn’t like this. It just. Is my existence now.

Flew all the way the way out to Chicago for MFF, only to sit alone in my hotel room and cry the entire time. And then got into arguments and chased away the few friends that talked to me all weekend. Thanks mental illness, anything else?

Can’t wait for it to get even harder for me to function on a daily basis :/

Seems like the adderall crisis is the topic of the day, figured I’d add to the pile of struggles - I’ve had to repeatedly change pharmacies and dosage because they keep running out of it. My psychiatrist regularly apologizes to me for the whole situation, and it’s not even his fault.

Wise words indeed, was running the old Bridgeport in my shop today and that cranky hunk of iron will make you regret it if you’re not being safe lol

antares@antares.dog

don't risk your life to hastily complete your job. go home safe tonight. #SafetyFirst #furry #blender3d

Now that I have a job again, I need to figure out how to kill time on my breaks. I wanna avoid most social media, don’t wanna get sad before going back into work. Kinda wish I was better at Blender so I could do some sculpting, but my laptop isn’t really strong enough anyways. Hmmm

on top of the med change I’ve got a super uncomfortable ailment going on for the last week, and it’s gonna take another whole week for the specialist referral to get approved. lol insurance

Some people really be like “ThE pEoPle Of the fReE maRkEt wIlL dEcIde” but also “WAAAA WHAT DO YOU MEAN MY (racism/sexism/bigotry/general awfulness) MAKE PEOPLE NOT WANT TO SUPPORT ME” But ALSO “boycott woke companies!!!!1!11”

In a decision where people were sharing struggles and getting support, I tried to share mine and was completely ignored. No matter how many times that happens, it still hurts.