Hawk 🪽 omens & gods guy

My experience with the “elemental weapons” of the golden dawn & Thelema are wild. despite not formally initiating through any order, I still acquired in a profound way each other the elemental weapons, with a level of mystical synchrony, at the moment when I had “completed” the relevant “gradework”

I ended up making a seperate beeswax one with my own seal on it, but the subway tile felt so meaningful just to have, and it stay on my altar for ages. I made a wand. That one felt good. If you’ve seen my chart you’ll know why it makes sense that I got the fire weapon right on the first try.

My experience with the “elemental weapons” of the golden dawn & Thelema are wild. despite not formally initiating through any order, I still acquired in a profound way each other the elemental weapons, with a level of mystical synchrony, at the moment when I had “completed” the relevant “gradework”

For example, when I was moving through the material associated with the knife, I was gifted..the literal golden dawn knife by my partner. He didn’t know I was doing that work. Then, months later, when the knife wasn’t feeling right, I groundscored a much cool buck knife, working trash at a festival.

I’m scared to use the community the word “community” for what I’m doing because people are so traumatized by their experiences with community, and it invites weird space for projection.

That said, I’m getting so community-pilled that instead of asking “what kind of skill would I like learning,” I’m asking “what skill is my close circle of friends lacking, and letting the Venn diagram between that and “skill i’d enjoy having” inform my direction.

stayed up late last night reading overland journey letters from the 1800s and pulling the charts for them

Here’s a particularly good one. This journey went pretty ok! People in their party struggled, but this family, who departed their former home under the Taurus moon with Mercury in Gemini rising, did extremely well

I love purging shit with the nodes changing signs. With the south node in Leo we can target YELLOW THINGS. Things related to the solar plexus & chest (long necklaces? Tshirts maybe). And for me it’s the ninth house so I’m targeting random ritual implements, spiritual books, old academic notebooks,

Coming up with more 9th house things: expired IDs. Plane tickets. Language learning CD sets from the 90s

I love purging shit with the nodes changing signs. With the south node in Leo we can target YELLOW THINGS. Things related to the solar plexus & chest (long necklaces? Tshirts maybe). And for me it’s the ninth house so I’m targeting random ritual implements, spiritual books, old academic notebooks,

I do a lot of magic, astrology and divination every day. But the stuff that most occupies my time & studies right now is friendship making &ecologies of place (learning a lot about salmon in the Columbia).