Sophia

Sophia

@neko.ac

29, she/her figuring my life out 🏳️‍⚧️

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since things are actually settling, ive made a goal for something i crave, rather than necessities. i want a bike so that i can more comfortably and affordably see my daughter, commute for cheaper, and explore the same day trips that i used to. i know the bike im looking at, and the gear i need

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i wanna die because the thing thats made me the happiest in my life is gone :) but, ill carry on because uh.. hm. happy memories or something? i have a fair bit of those

THIS IS ME: AHeight: 5'10 Age: 29 Sign: Cancer Guilt pleasure food: Mac Tattoos: 9? 10? Favorite season: Autumn Favorite color: Purple Favorite Holiday: None Favorite flower: Wolfsbane

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THIS IS ME: AHeight: 6’3” Age: 31 Sign: Pisces Guilt pleasure food: Pizza Tattoos: A fucking lot Favorite season: Winter Favorite color: Blue Favorite Holiday: None, I don’t like traditional holidays Favorite flower: Snap Dragons

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i apparently have to buy some fans, and a fuckin ac unit because my complex turns ac off for the building on october first e.e shit aint cheap fam my apartment is 85+f right now because the old people downstairs crank their heat and turn me into a sauna

But you look good tonight, girlfriend Can I sleep in your bed? And when I crawl out in the morning Can I stay inside your head?

old wives tale seven minutes of brain activity after death in reality, youre my 10-30 seconds

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you are my seven minutes

i drink, and i smoke, because i dont want to be as smart as i am. i dont want to understand what i do, or see what i see. i dont want to constantly think. it literally never turns off, ever. sex? great im overthinking. drunk? congrats still processing everything. 72 hours no sleep? lucid. im tired

i wanna get arrested in a high speed car chase i want you just to love me and i want to kiss your fuckin face

I drink liquor like it's water 'Cause I'm my father's daughter And something in my brain says it'll numb the pain And as long as I still wake up on time The next morning, then it's fine, right?

I shouldn't have nicotine for breakfast But I'm just so fucking restless And I should probably call my mom more Instead of passing out on floors God, I must be good for something No conclusions, I'm just jumping into Anything that might make me feel okay Anything that might help to numb the pain

$7k? nah $500, bit of weed, and a few cold beers i fucking love real mechanics

and i just really desperately want to be your next poor decision

cause i can leave, so what, now what, where do i go? cause i could imagine myself throwing all my clothes inside a suitcase without bothering to fold them

As I become floorboards And I become bed frames And I become shower mold lining the grout And I become weightless like shed carapaces Discarded in empty sinks under the spout And I become ramblings in darkness Treading on unwashed carpets in galoshes I no longer own And I I become floorboards

transvestites can be cannibals too, and ill feel better after i eat you coz i hate people when theyre not polite

and ill eat these words tomorrow coz im bipolar, its ok to be different unless youre by yourself. you think youre so fucking special but youre just like everyone else

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impact scene at a blackjack table where i’m the dealer and every time she says hit me i punch her in the ribs harder.

well im fucked what i expected to be $100-250 of work on my car is apparently going to be $1,900-4,900

annnnd i cant pay it in payments, so i either spawn that or have zero form of transportation x)

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still a few days until my first pay, and about a week until the second when it can go to food and necessities past bills (assuming my first ones enough to cover car fees) i appreciate those of you that have helped and shared 💜 pretty work pic from yesterday cashapp: $nekosophia ko-fi.com/holyneko

i got nothing, and i understand that. ask too much, i vent at you guys too much, and im sorry for that, genuinely. im sorry. i should be funnier, or hotter, or something, i get it. got home hungry as hell today, and thats fine! don't get me wrong, ive made these choices and its fine. i love you guys

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i would like to eat today (im a driver so anything i eat on the road is gas station slop, like $15-20 a day) and add a bit to my phone plan (luckily this auto upgrades my plan, ill be incrementing to unlimited since music keeps me sane, $30) any help is appreciated, even a share 💜

had some ramen at home ^^ splashed bs into it, admittedly too much bs lol, but still got carbs and protein so alls gucci

itd be nice if there were still seasonings at home so the ramen wasnt so bland even a bit of ground pepper and garlic salt could do wonders. bone marrow powder? and some basil ndjskdskwor

i should've picked some up when i got food for home recently, but kinda minmaxed calories vs meal quantities instead to make things last