VIARailMaddy

Like how I used to be ok friends with this one girl and after a group drama that I wasn't involved in, she's shown nothing but animosity towards me and attacked me on several different subjects, its great especially because I considered her a good friend and now its just fucked for no reason.

They call me the 417 the way im Trans Canadian

Pre-ordered literally all the LRCs

4 am foaming...

My gta online character looks like she just devoured a hitchhiker on the 401

You know, Im still quite upset at how long I spent at the hospital (13 hours and 41 minutes) but in the end nothing was wrong with me other than I might have a slight cold, meanwhile people with actual problems were seen first. And all it cost me for a 13 hour stay? 16$ for parking.

Why people go to hospitals astounds me id rather doe than wait 1 more fucking hour in this room

Evil fascists (my best friend) trying to kill me and take my identity away (calling me while I'm napping)

IM IN OC TRANSPO

Can't fucking wait to quit this fucking job, 3 clogged sinks and I unclogged all 3 and all my shit boss has to say is "why is there water on the floor why is everything dirty why didn't you clean anything" its not my fucking job to clean everything up AND I STILL CLEANED. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKYOU

Birthday today!

Getting a lot of right wing ads on Facebook (i only use it for trains and marketplace) and wowie its all echo chamber ai slop nazi garbage!

I need to turn this thing a different way, I can't handle it looking at me in the kitchen.

The anxiety hit me hard again reference check underway and I fucking need this job... please...

Showing the old man friend I made on discord the torture I subject my rimworld prisoners to got me feeling.

I think I deserve french toast, as a treat

My new idiot sons

Why am I on foodsky? I know im fat but fuck off

Today marks 15 years since my Grandma passed away after a long battle with cancer. I miss her every day.

Fucking love fictional space ships

I have passed the "will I pass the drive test anxiety" I have now reached the "will they accept my references and criminal background check and my medical?" Stage of anxiety

Give it up for day 19 working without a break

Passed the drive test :3

Drive and cognitive test done, hopefully i passed..

Fuuuuuuuckkkkk the oc transpo drive test is 45 minutes fuckkkkkkkkk

Every day i am mocked for my language

Turns out i forgot my estrogen shot and have been manic since oops

Yall im so anxious for this job opportunity its unreal, every waking moment is stress

"Chatgpt told me this, grok told me that" ok well a group of autistic people told me and I trust them better than the machines that lie to you

The mental illness grows

Why must I be the mechanic friend that fixes stuff? Why cant I have a mechanic friend that fixes my stuff too

Still saddened by the passing of Mikayla from Save a Fox, I hope the person who pushed her to that point is facing the consequences of their actions

I need to become more VIA autistic

Upsetting lack of via on bluesky it seems

I think via should let me roam around their various facilities unsupervised

NOOOO

Waiting for the inevitable shit take from Reese Martin on the new 4.7 billion dollar investment in passenger rail.

Car repaired :3

Do yall fw the hat

Starting to wonder why my mental health is deteriorating and I'm not sure why and I hope its not causing problems with my partners and close friends but it probably is and I still don't know what's causing the underlying issue, I just feel like randomly crying for no reason ugh.

For several weeks ive been getting harassed by a group of railfans from Ottawa because I told them to stop trespassing on active VIA and CN right of ways, it is absolutely vile behavior from them and I will no longer tolerate it.

Idk whats up with all the blatant trespassing around CN and VIA rail tracks out in eastern ontario, but it actually needs to stop, it is a very dangerous activity and just makes railfans look worse.

Currently throwing used car batteries in the ottawa river, ama

Trains

I should meet more cool people who are also VIA brained

Some days be fine and then other days mirrors are my worst fucking enemy, I hate mirrors why must they exist.