lostjared

Running a version of Columns, created with ls-C run in a interactive interpreter.

I am feeling pretty good this morning.

A lot of the time when I am feeling down creating artwork helps me cope. I sketch, code, create videos and it helps me. I don't code for a job I'm too medicated but as a hobby it's an interesting way to spend my time.

Abstract: Falling Spheres?

Was listening to some good music, using my computer this morning. Focused on creating some artwork. Finally felt up to it.

Warning: Some Interesting Patterns

Its time.

Concept of a Dream.

Self Portrait made by me (this weirdo typing on this keyboard like a monkey trapped in a box made of wood).

Was looking at some of the artwork I had made before I got on these new meds that sedated me pretty bad. I was making some pretty eccentric artwork.

Had the AI create me a version of Tetris that runs in this AI generated C interpreter, that I think is pretty good. I read through a lot of the interpreters source code earlier tonight, and most of it makes a lot of sense and is clever.

I also found a book on Amazon about the history of Lisp that looks very interesting. Maybe I'll order it.

I'm actually starting to feel better lately. My mood seems to have improved but I am still tired often. Oh well I cannot win them all. I started reading a more gentle introduction to AI by no starch press. It seems to be easier to digest. Less heavy on math but a bit older from 2022.

I am starting to understand a bit of my father's humor over twenty years after he passed. His favorite films were Terminator and he kept telling me about global warming.

I had been reading about Deep Learning and some of the math is difficult for me. It's taking a long time to make meaningful progress. I understand the abstract high level concepts but the actual mathematics is what's holding me back. Plus I have been so tired lately.

I watched X-Men '97 and enjoyed it. Something on Disney was actually good. Maybe there is something else on there I would like to watch. I have nothing else important to do lol.

I just was feeling a little overwhelmed. I saw videos I didn't remember making all that much and it made me think about the direction my life has gone in.

At least my vision has improved. I can read easier now.

Feeling that weight of depression. Working my way through it. Been sleeping a lot.

MXVK Python Examples Source Code/Runner Scripts: github.com/lostjared/MX...

Port of the 3D Multiplayer Tetris Demo from the MXVK Examples ported to Python/mxvk_wrap with GPT 6.1 Sol. Works great and all the logic is Python now while the backend is still MXVK/C++.

Port of the C++ Puzzle Drop Demo from the MXVK examples to Python/mxvk_wrap with GPT 6.1 Sol. Works great.

Python port of Mutatris Puzzle Game that uses my MXVK Vulkan Game Engine, the logic for the game was ported to Python/mxvk_wrap with GPT 6.1 Sol. Works great.

Well tonight, I kind of fell while I was in the bathroom. My balance sucks, and I got a headrush and blacked out woke up on the floor in pain. I was able to get back up and use my walker to get back to my bed. Life sure can be difficult when you have issues with your mobility.

I am adjusting to a new medication. Kind of feeling it. Going to just relax for a couple of days.

I was wrong about how fast AI would advance. Software is evolving and sometimes I feel like I cannot keep up. That in my opinion is a good thing. Being creative and expanding knowledge is always a good thing. Keep coding my friends.

At times I look back at previous beliefs I held and think wtf was I thinking?

I realize what I do with my life is not all that important.

A processed flower flower.

This model couldn't of turned out any better, It turns my pencil sketch into this animation that I think looks great.

I had a little bit of anxiety today. Got some bad news about someone in my family. Then started dealing with my own memories. But I'm okay going to try and push forward.

I don't know what is wrong with me but I get so damn nervous when I am talking to people. My speech slows down and I get bad anxiety. It has been like this for a long time.

Glitch/Composite Cat.

Short animation.

New model I created this morning, Looks cool. I call it code-pattern.

Another example of an artificial Acid Cam filter learned from the output of my algorithms.

Artificial Acid Cam filters, using an AI model trained against a dataset of acid cam output, then used on video to produce this result. Looks pretty convincing but it is not my algorithm, it was 'learned' from my algorithms!

New AI model I created tonight that gives textures these psychedelic rainbow colors. I think this one turned out really well.

github.com/lostjared/fa... These are the scripts I used to train the models that I use with ACMXVK. They use PyTorch and output in ONNX format.

github.com/lostjared/ac... These are the AI models I have trained that can be used with OpenCV DNN for fast style transfer on video. Each one took some of my artwork and produced the file you can use with ACMXVK to transform a video.