⛤⛧👻🎃Jossu⛤Macromastia Sorceress🧛‍♀️👽⛧⛤

Good morning lovelies.🌞Another quiet day starting out, I'm having my second cup of coffee. Its rainy still so not much to do outside. The quiet time on my own out here couldn't come at a better time. Lot of old stuff about my dad keeps coming to my mind. I'm coping quite well.

This is what the bird sang last summer about... Fucking hell it hurts. I miss him like hell... I'd give anything for one more moment.

My dad has died. Mom found him on the floor of his apartment, cops came. It seems he's been dead since tuesday night or wednesday morning. I had a hunch of this already some time ago, his health was failing, I'm not surprised. Great outdoorsman has gone to his last long hike.🌠

Good morning sweethearts.🥱🦝I'm soon heading outside to chop some more firewood. Spruce today so better wear something that can be messed up without a problem. I'm going to have the cottage for myself for next few days.

Good morning lovelies. I'm in the middle of nowhere in complete peace and quiet. Just checking messages etc. before I head out to work on the firewood.😅 I have some videos to edit from two days ago, some might be fun enough to watch so I'll edit once I have time for it.😘💦

Good morning sweethearts.🖤I'm going out of town for a while. Would love to call it countryside escape, but nope I'm going to work as there's firewood waiting to be chopped. Some fun quiet time along with it too of course. I need coffee.☕🥱

I'm gonna get a new old stereo amp today. Its been long time coming that I have to update my stereo equipment, planning on renovating the speakers too and then get every possible player I could ever need one by one. I got vinyls I have no funtional player for.😁

Sleepy time for me, I have to be up early. I'm leaving town for a while soon. ^_^ I've forgot to post critter of the day for a while, so here's a sleepy raccoon to fix it.🦝🐾 Good night my lovelies.💋😴

More work with my stage clothes as I got the boots today. I added better lace and spikes on them, still got the left one to finish. Looks silly in this lighting.😏 Just in time as its the time of the year.🖤🎃👻 I'll soon show the entire outfit. #goth #blackmetal #DIY #crafting #spikes #boots

I would love to do more art collabs at some point... But I feel that I'm not curvy enough and I'm not cis normie enough.🙁

I don't think I showed this before? I got the #corset narrowed to fit me, on these its not as tight as it can get. This is part of my stage clothes which I've been updating lately for the coming photoshoot. #blackmetal #goth #DIY #spikes #latex

I had such good time playing today, I need to keep up the routine now that I got it so nicely going. I paid zero attention on making the videos look nice, this was all about just fun and letting go at it. :D I didn't think I'd make new records but why not, more pleasurable like that.😁💦🥵

Omg what amazing intense playtime I just had! I made some new records, almost bottomed out the horse and pounded the Alla Bold the way I haven't before. And the new knot toy has gone from painful to just intense. I got videos to edit.😜

This is insane. I qualify for two of three diagnostic criteria for macro/gigantomastia. This has come to be in five years and three months. They haven't done growing yet.😵😳 My back is hurting like fuck these days, no wonder, I'm carrying approx 13kg/7500ccs of titty on my chest. #bigboobproblems

What a lovely week. I'm back home finally... And busy af right away. I had to start heating the house and it took ages to get all my things unloaded. Kinda missed home already, there's ton of stuff to do very soon and I'm drowning into creative work.

Lovaly countryside escape and social media silence almost done. I'm heading back home tomorrow. I got over twenty photos on my second bnw film roll taken. I'll try to get it developed soon, there might be few awesome photos coming up. And I'm gonna make some new videos soon, I need my playtime.😅💦

Kinda cool. In a weird scary way. A familiar town... Familiar steel works. As if I've been there as a kid watching entire train cars being dropped through a hole in the ceiling into the fire. Back when there was no filtration and all that shit just went up in the sky.

I'm enjoying my offline time and quiet days at my gfs place. Reading some interesting stuff, seems like my information bubble is full of pestilence right now. Siberian lung plague to be exact and history which I'm interested in anyway, so good time and very morbid reading going on.

So far my favourite photo from the first film I photographed for like plus twenty years. That day had lovely semi overcast lighting which turned out really nicely ethereal looking. #photography #art #monochrome #bnw #blackandwhite #35mm #filmphotography #film

Wow what a lovely playtime I had. No videos for today but soon I'll be making some. I took my new toy, this time without getting hurt, the knot is extremely intense and I'll need quite a lot of practice with it before I take it easily. I couldn't hold it in for long but next time will be easier.😍🥵💦

Good morning lovelies. Busy day ahead, or two days, band mates coming over today and we're going to go record a fun side project... On this line-up, first time since 2011. Time's been passing like crazy. I need more coffee. :D Here's possum of the day.🥰🐾

Yule came early this year, having friends in high places results into cool stuff, like old fashioned record trade. Not everyone has these signed, I'm sooo happy for this.

Sorry, no videos today. Month long break was too much, I should have stuck up with warm up only. I hurt myself a bit, stretched too much too quickly and ended up bleeding somewhat and everything's totally locked up and sore now. No playtime for at least a week. I hate it when this happens.

What the fuck is with the internet today? Everything is pushing something negative on me, either dysphoria triggers, or anxiety inducing crap or something that just makes me bitterly pissed off. Its a very good day for a recording and song writing session. I need a day off of the online shite.😒