Harbinger of Spring ♥️

A girl stumbles slowly out of the closet. Rays of sunshine grace her face for the first time. Gingerly taking her first step, she slips on a banana peel and eats shit. An anvil falls on her head. She explodes.

This literally does exist. I’m just not paying attention. The “worst ones” all come from states that are already pretty bad, which is a positive… kinda, but some of these states are ok, and it would be a setback from the current situation. www.erininthemorning.com/p/the-guide-...

All my suspicions are always correct and every time I’m paranoid it’s actually just divine intuition

I wish there was a map or something like what @erininthemorning.com has that shows *just* the democrats running on anti-trans stances, or dems already passing anti-trans bills. The headlines lately feel very alarming, but it would be nice to know if this could shift states that are currently safe.

This went really well 🙂

Welp. Today is the day I come out to my brother.

People don't talk enough about how painful and dysphoric you feel as a baby trans, trying to learn beauty skills by yourself with no support, and having to stare in the mirror and confront your worst fears.

Wow! A timely post about Thing™️ going on/recent release. How apropos! How amusing! Truly a wonder, how these clever people can have their fingers pressed so firmly on the pulse. What a time to be alive.

I encountered another self-hating trans woman on youtube last night and it’s just set me off, but I my thoughts are too BIG for a bsky post. What do I do with this frustration?

The whole thing kinda assumes that only men are socialized to hate women.

Yesterday I wrote some poetry, worked on some music, and wrote some erotic fiction. Today I watched Twin Peaks for the first time and ate yummy pizza. I’m just happy with my weekend so far 🌸

"the gays gained rights by voting for the homophobic democrats." no the democrats gained the votes of gay people when they started offering policy concessions, however slow and incremental. this also goes in reverse. offer incremental concessions to the right on trans issues and lose our support

Sometimes you’re just dysphoric cryin’ in the costco

Wow that Geordie Greep album reads like a real life picture of dorian gray now doesn’t it. This is truly awful news.

How people respond to this is really telling. Guys, there is a difference between complicity, culpability, and innocence. These are all separate words for a reason. June was right to take this back, but Israelis are *complicit.* Specific word.

Often, people who want to be someone else’s full-time pet also hate authority, and I think that’s interesting. …why are you looking at me like that? No, not me! I’d… I’d never…

Ok Vonnegut’s Breakfast of Champions has injured my heart. I was into this one much more than Slaughterhouse Five.

For the first time in my 28 years I have gotten seasonal allergies and… *breathes in* I HAD NO IDEA HOW BAD THESE WERE HOLY SHIT PROPLE LIVE WITH THIS???

Reading Vonnegut’s Breakfast of Champions after reading Nietzsche’s Genealogy of Morality is a trip. I see Nietzsche all over this shit.

This reply I wrote shouldn’t be shocking to anyone. The reality here mirrors the reality in all professional spaces. If your opinion aligns with capital, it’s safer for you to take risks and be noticed. If it doesn’t, you are a target, or at risk of becoming one.

To all neurotypical people: I like it when you are nice, but most of you are not, can you work on that? I lowkey trust none of you because I can’t tell what you think, or have an honest conversation with yall.

*folds hands* *bows head* Dear god, can I pretty please be 5ft tall (or shorter), have small feet, small hands, and a more narrow ribcage and shoulders! Amen 🙏

Today in D&D I thought my obvious trans allegory self-insert character was going to die a horrible death, and that seems relevant somehow to recent feelings 😬

Lest we forget, Narnia is a book series FOR 10 YEAR OLDS

I don’t like how there are trans people who look down on other trans people for being openly queer, for not wanting to eventually “cease to be trans” and just pass, never to mention it again Not only is it exclusionary of nonbinary people, it’s also sad to think of queerness as something shameful.

Doing even *one* thing to change my appearance to match my gender was HUGE for me and enabled me to begin making tons of other changes. It’s all happening now. I never believed I truly had agency in my life and now I almost do, which is a big deal.

Soooooo how’s everyone feeling today? 🥲

I’m using all of you as a coping mechanism and theres NOTHING you can do about it! Give me attention!

Lately I’ve felt so distant from everyone. I don’t exist. I don’t have anything to say. There is no “person” here. Just a discarded thing that could have once been a person. People come across me, and they have no strong feelings in any particular way.

What is natural and what is performative? The distinction makes me confused and uncomfortable, even though I make use of it often.