Chase/Belle

Anybody else start absolutely psychotic traditions at your schools growing up?

Oh, one more I remembered that took way too much effort. Replacing every single desktop shortcut on every school computer with a force shutdown command. It took IT a week to figure out what was happening. I was actually chill with the IT guy, he thought it was hilarious.

Anybody else start absolutely psychotic traditions at your schools growing up?

I stole half the arm rests from the auditorium over a period of 4 years in high school. They started gluing them in plac. I just used more force to pull them off. Made a funny conversation when my brother took my room after I moved for college and asked "Are you why we have no arm rests at school?"

Anybody else start absolutely psychotic traditions at your schools growing up?

There's a great deal of catharsis in recognizing what Rory is now to me, and what she used to be. I did not have a healthy environment growing up, it was not safe to understand ANYTHING about myself, and it resulted in a pretty classic case of my teenage years being very destructive. And my 20s.

Even back then, she was always a reflection of who I was, but in a very very negative context. I think it's important that she keeps that, for me. That's still my past, it's still hers. But it's something to know defines me, but doesn't have to be ALL that I am. I'll always struggle, and so will she

I have also somehow fucked uo my sternum and will probably be going to get an x-ray tomorrow if this doesnt start hurting less. If i have unironically cracked a bone from sneezing I'm gonna fucking lose it

I very rarely draw Just For Me. maybe 1/10 things, and its mostly sketches. Its either comms, or stuff I hope gets eyes to make sure i keep getting work. Tabby and Felicity are currently firmly in the "this is just for me and I dont care" stage. Its nice finding new things I actually enjoy.

Was stuck wondering what was up, feeling nauseous, dizzy. Fucking migraine is what it is. One nice thing about moving across the country a couple years ago was I went from having them every two weeks to maybe every 2 months. The downside is they're infrequent enough that i don't catch them early now

so many times ive been hit with "i didnt wanna say anything, but-" after having moments of "I think I just realized" and my gut response is overwhelmingly WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU COULD TELL? Yes it is from the people closest to me in life but I would like to PRETEND i was good at hiding things

i keep having a bunch of personal revelations lately after repressing stuff my entire life and then getting read to filth by friends when i say it and I'm getting mad. And by mad I mean Cripplingly Embarrassed to the point of shouting into a pillow

Feel like I've genuinely been doin good this month on work, actually been productive. Feel like absolute dog shit today tho.

I do not talk about things that piss me off On Purpose. I am a VERY angry person. I have to do a lot to not be angry all the time. If you approach me with "thanks for not doing this bad thing" or "hey did you hear about this bad thing" for shit I am not talking about, I will just block you now.

I had somebody thank me for not drawing that stupid trend, and fun fact: I'm actually a very angry person.