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Sry I've just been kind of hiding from life and obligations in general lately. I'm disastrously burnt out and the will to do anything productive has left my fucking soul.

Sorry I'm still not doing the best, been kinda on/offsick lately aaaa. Lots of random dizzy spells too idk.

Hey guess who is dealing with a withdrawals on their meds again due to shortages on the supply chain of them aaaaaaaaaaaaa

I may be getting good at being a Logistics Pilot on wardogs (2 deaths were crashes from dodging sam missiles) I am frequently in top 5 just from dropping supplies at FOBS :3c Also yes this is where I've been again.. Outplaying 99 people with crates.

Trying to get better still. Getting random dizzy spells now.

Wardogs is another example that you just need to copy popular Arma gamemodes to make a good game. Because if people are willing to play it on Arma's god fucking awful control scheme/engine/overall jank ass mechanics it is probably actually good.

I may lose my home to some bullshit the person I rent from has been putting off/ignoring warnings for years lol. I love having layer after layer of stressful garbage piled on me

Just found out I'm stuck with a dieing cpap machine until I get my car fixed because the nearest sleep clinic is over 45 minutes of driving away.

So unbearably burnt out on animating but have a very big project I said yes to I really want to finish and not leave someone waiting a long time again.

Wardogs beta ends at midnight and i am too tired to play more holy shit i've never put 30+ hours into a game over a single weekend let alone one where my progress is going to be deleted anyway. FUUUUUUCK i need the 10th to come ;.;

Discovered you can shoot out enemy gas tanks to drain their fuel. Do it to a helo taking off. Hear a distant "Whose pissing in there??" before I get a multikill from the crash a while later.

Enemy little birds always bring fmj or hp ammo to shoot at my armored logo uh-1y. I harass them by flying super close and blasting "flight of the valkyries" on radio while calling them a broke bitch until they run out of ammo or crash.

Enjoying flying on wardogs beta too much lol

Tried the Galactic Contention mod for squad and Commander shouts "Executing Order 67" before ripping a bong into local voip and dropping an air strike on the enemy fob.

I still hate that being disabled in America means I can never have more than $2k in assets, or I basically lose fucking everything. I cant even save if I wanted.

Also need to find a company that makes decent affordable pc monitors that doesn't force fucking weird Ai malware into them now.. :3 I know sure as fuck LG and Sony aren't on that list..

Its cooling off enough to generally exist again during the day .-.; Still having some sleep issues due to a dieing cpap machine. Seeing a sleep specialist later this month about that hopefully.

I need wardogs to launch already, it's legit the closest thing to classic planetside that's come out in a short eternity.

War Dogs is legitimately the most excited I've been for a game for a while tbh. I legit don't know what to do with myself while I wait til the 10th of next month.

Paypal is so fucking horrible that even fucking Grummz is right about it. Wifeless shithead took time out of his busy days malding about the firefall bus to be right about something for once.

uwu;; am food balloon idk~ Just keep putting more food in my gut ~ #fatfur #stuffing

I wanted to try drawing today but i got like 5 hours of sleep and holding my mouse hurts.

I need others to encourage and inspire me again .-.;

Bwuh.. I need alot of food and attention and the excessive amount of size I gain from that is just a huge bonus uwu

I am struggling to get anything done art wise because I am stressed as fuck with life and don't want to do anything at all but larp as a fucking root vegetable.

I'm kinda not going to forgive the friends who forgot I existed after I stopped using vrchat constantly tbh. My contacts are literally in my profile. They don't really have an excuse for forgetting I exist. Playing vr fucking hurts with my injuries man.

ITS FINE - dashare.zone ADMIN

Yeah my birthday was just me forgetting my meds and getting really high then depression moping alot because i'm too physically injured to even enjoy things like VR anymore because I can't move my arm/wrist past a 45 degree angle without intense pain.

It is in fact my birthday and all I can think of is how I want it to be over tbh.

Heck its my birthday tomorrow and I probably won't even have my own cake or anyone to do stuff with.

Buh. Im always welcome to anyone willing to keep my tummy as large and round as possible. btw uwu; I'm actually low key, a massive rp addict and I really love being in character. (I'm just super self-conscious about it and aware that others may not be up for it aaa.)

I hate so much that I cannot afford to live on my own as a disabled person. I am stuck with whoever is willing to put up with me, and I am forced to basically deal with whatever bullshit that comes with. I just want a place where I don't have to deal with someone else's messes.

My birthday is on august 9th idk what to do with that information since nobody I know would really care tbh.

Also yeah I'm doing this because the character gets so massive :3. If you need to bypass the zoom limitations in Moho animator, just stuff your project in a group and shrink it down. There's no limit for zooming in, just zooming out.