Cali

Thinking about drinking my morning coffee from a dog bowl going forward

further enshittification of the internet, this somehow went into my spam despite the invite only being good for tonight so i almost completely missed it

I'm noticing a trend where I sometimes get really depressed at night for no real reason and I wake up fine the next day. 🤔

It's interesting having the kind of face where people can't tell you've been crying even when you can still feel the tear streaks on your cheeks.

Will I ever not be fragile?

And if I decide to get cremated should I do the same with my own? 🤔🤔🤔

What should I do with my tragically deceased dog's ashes?

its very telling that critics in more left leaning spaces are obviously bummed out about corporations destroying the teams that worked on games they were often heavily critical of whereas grifters are reacting to bioware, 343 etc as personal victories in the war against blue hair and pronouns

I still remember going to a gym with my sister and having a panic attack, then having to leave.

Fuck I love dancing

Seems close.

Unpacking is the worst part of moving imo. Especially with ADHD.

I'm just not sure if somatic therapy is right for me. It's hard for my brain not to get in the way. I do the things and I definitely feel the things, so maybe it's working? What does working look like?

Mmmm. Waking up at night and not being able to fall back asleep. What a delectable treat.

Maybe I need to practice flirting more

My flirt game is so weak

Shot done! Only 3-4 days late. 😅

The world's so tiring.

Apparently I enjoy being treated like trash 😅

I moved recently. Definitely feeling like this will be good for me. I love the new space.

I still do things that I regret, but life seems better when I don't let my fear of regret dictate how I live it.

I destroyed my feet last Saturday dancing in new boots. I can only hope they heal enough that I don't destroy them again dancing tomorrow.

Looking forward to it

The world is organized around protecting men from accountability and protecting D&D players from learning a better game

How do people find new hobbies?

Social battery is running low. Why does it drain so fast now?!

I just dealt with someone I care about who did this. It hurt and I ended up feeling guilty when I shouldn't.

Having one of those days where my bladder might be the only thing that'll save me from lying in bed all day feeling sad. Thank you for your service, necessary bodily functions 🫡

the only “EO” i’m interested in recognizing is “Etrian Odyssey” and that doesn’t come from the President

Gritty continues to be a real one

It’s important to note: For as much as the fascist Gender Inspectors stoke panic about kids being transitioned against their will (sheer poppycock) they NEVER talk about the medical reality of “normalizing” gender in the case of intersex people. We are an inconvenient truth, willfully erased.

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