eblu

eblu

@eblu.space

25 / he/him / does things sometimes I'm SFW but it's cool if you're not (just don't send me any of that without asking) mastodon: @eblu@wetdry.world / tumblr: @eblu3

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Moving without a car while your parents helicopter around you like a bunch of uncoordinated directors trying to tell you what to do is hell and I really should have just hired some movers or something

am I crazy for wanting to just RP with someone as my own sona. I think he needs character development on a deeper level than what I can come up with in my head

the guy needs some actual friends! all I have is just his whole backstory justifying why he's a bit of a lonely mess

I have packed 10+ boxes and I am SO worn out and need the coziest and most restorative rest of my life right now

there are a lot of reasons to clown on imagine dragons but radioactive is a banger actually

it's pretty obvious why they stopped doing it but I miss the employees rollerskating at sonic

they turned me into the exact same thing but a single atom is different

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trying to see how well I can pull off using a drawing tablet with my laptop #art #furry

discord will change their sounds every year for halloween but still not let us change them like they promised when they introduced nitro like 10 years ago

trying to see how well I can pull off using a drawing tablet with my laptop #art #furry

forgot that I hadn't blocked paul frazee's personal alt yet until it popped up at the top of the search results

you stay up too late and then you start firing rent lowering gunshots on main

man screw it it's vent post o'clock. I don't know what people want me to be anymore. every single freaking time I try to be myself I just get thrown to the curb and now I'm afraid of talking to people because I'm inevitably just going to end up losing everyone I meet

I feel like I cannot overstate enough how much the stress of constant instability and moving over the past 4ish years on top of being a neurodivergent adult with relatively little social skills have severely influenced my behavior

also the near constant rejection. that's why I keep explaining myself on main I feel like I have to run PR for myself constantly or else It'll Happen Again

We gotta kill React Native, websites and apps should be two separate things and Bluesky is proof

opened sonic heroes in an emulator and I clipped through the floor in the second stage we're so back

bluesky desperately trying to maintain legitimacy in the eyes of Normies by throwing an ad for Sports Posts on the side of the screen every so often

I've officially reached the stage of moving where I no longer have my desktop computer hooked up. godspeed

Breaking news. Youtube poop land just announced that they're renaming their currency to the pinga

bluesky when it's been five seconds since it recommended that you follow Jamelle Bouie:

doing some late night packing... put nearly all of my video game consoles into a box (aside from my old nintendo switch which I'll probably have to bubble wrap or something)

the bug furries/buggies/chitinies/whatever are not unified enough we don't even have a name. we need to work together like the eusocial animals some of us have chosen to represent ourselves

constant rejection has really made me afraid of being myself in any capacity in front of anyone else and if the mask slips I feel unending guilt and have to apologize profusely because I might get abandoned/banned again. sigh

deviantart went REALLY downhill as soon as they became an indirect target of the BDS movement (subsidiary of wix)

It's really cool and awesome how AI is absolutely razing both my career opportunities and my hobbies at the same time. Maybe I should just move out to the country and become a farmer or something

The nature of hanging out around more progressive spaces online is that occasionally you step on a landmine and discover that someone you follow is actually really into incest

Listen I'm sure that a lot of you have already come to this question but making your website Twitter isn't the answer. Things generally tend to go better when you can just write blog posts on main instead of having to break it up into a bunch of incomplete thoughts that get posted instantly

Literally every other site I'm on lets me write posts that are longer than 300 characters and edit them if I miss a typo but this site is stuck in the stone age and neuters myself on all other platforms and I'm forever frustrated about it. Bleh

Grand Theft Auto VI may be a blatant display of hubris but at least we're getting a new Justice album out of it

why does "man I gotta get snuggled so hard by a big soft/squishy thing" have to be in the realm of dubiously nsfw. I'm just touch starved and want to be held and put into the hydraulic press at the same time man

this is also why I'm so erratic with posting about it I honestly Don't know

why do all of these software developer types see bugs as a bad thing. I'm right here you know

is there a third party game on the switch 2 that *doesn't* use a game key card

I had this game on my gba growing up and got so mad at it that I tore the label on the cartridge off

been playing Banjo-Kazooie and I was having a fun time right up until I got to Rusty Bucket Bay and learned that that level has a Reputation the hard way

being a sonic fan is hard because who the hell is going to listen to me yap about how the franchise's general vibe in the 2000s is unmatched to this day

people are still way too irony poisoned about The Original Shmovement Platformer it's depressing

I'm on furaffinity and it's really silly because all I really do is post silly drawings of my bug and then dip. I'm like an obscure grungler in the corner amidst all the nsfw artists there lmao