Jill

Jill

@drayces.bsky.social

24, bi, wanderer, trans mess ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ (she/her) ๐Ÿ”ž No minors plz, gonna be unhinged sexual style and dont need kids seeing

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So many things I want, but don't have the will to fight for. I hardly consider myself much of a person at all, and I do want to change that.

Really wish I could figure out a spill career to go into. Nothing ever throughout my life has grabbed me, I probably said something big as a kid like everyone else, but I can't remember half of my life anyways. Nothing has that spark

How does one such as myself, who is considered sheltered, go out and genuinely live without being afraid

Gonna start being unhinged on here because I want attention and need something to see my thoughts. Im so violently trans and wish I had a fucking cunt. I don't want this slab of meat thats only cause me problems. It's so inconvenient to have so lot of times

"Vibe coding" How about you just go back to normal coding, and normal people things alright? The human mind deserves the joy of creation. I wouldn't sit there and be caught dead being a cuck to my code, letting an ai decide what I WANT in my whatever tf it is.

Tbh it's probably just another way for them to take control away from people. Cuck coding shit lets you sit there and do nothing worthwhile while you make no money, meanwhile the hard working people who CAN CODE LIKE SAINTS are left out to dry for a pile of shitty ai code. Fuck ai

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God my brain is so fried this is the funniest shit I have seen all week, I was bawling my eyes out and could barely breathe (deadlock)

Man, I really didnt think being an adult would suck this bad. You mean it's work or die/paycheck to paycheck for fucking life? Gotta be fucking kidding me. So much beauty but I gotta go clock in at a fucking gas station earning fuckall and misrable to boot ๐Ÿšฌ๐Ÿซฉ

guys I want someone so badly and it's making me explode every time I can get away with complementing her. She's so out of my league but it lowkey seems like she might also want me tho. (I can't tell)

Debating if im making a good call. Giving away some of your past to someone you wanna say you trust, but the slightest bit of doubt making me question if what im doing is even thought through. Im like to never see this again man

Just really high and on a Helldivers kick. Think the smgs need more love. Especially design wise. A in universe version of an mp40 would be so fun

Helldivers 2 devs, Tommy gun or MP40 like gun? Eehhh?? Eeeeehhhhh???? Worth a shot (people would actually adore more real world ish weapons)

STATUS REPORT! Been a while, I'm alive, not well. Fractured my arm a few days ago. Grandma got me a sling and after work today my manager gave me tomorrow off. Really lucky with the two managers I've ever had LOL

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just saw this excerpt of a ytp on tumblr and i think i've almost thrown up like 4 separate times watching it on loop. Please tell me theres a full version

Hot take for Terraria Calamity mod The Leviathan Trilogy is the best song in the game. Other tops songs you'd think of can file kindly behind (not in like a rude way, i just genuinely think dm dokuros the goat and that this is my favorite song of thiers)

Playing the final shape in D2 for the first time. Sobbing so much being in the old tower and seeing how fucked up it looks now