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this will be worth my effort to repair one day. Me and my youngest in Halloween costume 2012 HMA

If I had the strength to read the rest of my book online, I would. The part about how"loves flies to the future... waiting to be found again" but I do not want to disturb my lovely book anymore. I have given the world enough don't you agree? One who remembers (without photos) holds the truth.

Lastly, it is a driving force in my day to day operations online. Yes, it won't fix anything or bring back what I had. I know... but for the memory of a little girl I loved so much, I must get justice for her! Even though... they would say she is just a figment of my imagination/ result of trauma.

So, you will see the signs around the web for the "trans" stuff. The "we aren't making them queer we are protecting them from death" sort of stuff and when you understand what is really going on, you will be overwhelmed with powerlessness. They aren't yours anymore. They aren't even "them".

It doesn't matter what I believe, the simple fact is it matters because they believe it... So, the sooner parents accept the ritualistic death of their child in spirit, the better. They do murder themselves. It is forced and, yes, it is unfair to do to a child but it is the only way "division" works

Here is what most do not understand, I am not trying to change anything/ "get my daughter back". Truth is, I was given all the same blessings as a parent who loses the life of offspring by Big G. < 3 For I did no wrong. As I wrote in my book, "a spirit that returns to say good-bye one-last-time"

If your vision is off, it can be a sign of hardship but, like most temp. maladies, some will be fooled into waving their rights/ confidence in their own bodies to subscribe to a disease that would've passed in time. That is how I know my eldest child I lost was met with great hardship...

The War on Eye-Balls: It is one part manipulation of vision and two parts tiny pests. Those without vision cannot protect themselves from tiny pests and most are too vain to mention. It begins with the LED (OMG mine was on figures) and fooling people into wearing glasses. Your eyes do heal...

Had a sandwich and consumed one of those effective "aspirin" powders. < 3 They work wonders... dreading laying down to close my eyes when it is such a nice day but it may have to happen. *sigh* Have you noticed the war on eye-balls? Another campaign of shame they expect no one to talk about?

Even though I did have a few more songs to do and art projects like the one I mentioned, I am done. It is for my enjoyment and it is religious to me. There is really nothing more coming down the imagination chute. Also, if you haven't squared away your digital treasures, do so now. Such a comfort!

The "bad guys" in my past would have everyone believing that I accused my birth mother and then she began not talking to me. That isn't the case. It has been life long and I was nothing but kind and generous to her even though she was awful. Years of trying to talk to anyone! Met with silence...

Actual photo of my fam 2012. My plan is to use digital paint to repair it by hand. I did a lot of nice little fantasy images like this... but when my estranged perv fam started stealing my photos, I destroyed most copies. Cool thing is, I remember and can remake!

...man, this headache. I need more to eat than toast. Gonna rustle up some grub. Make a nutritiously balance sandwich! yea!

*sings* "...and the world will be a better place! For you and for mee!" : )

robot account number 2

robot number 1

so, there are a couple legit bots on here. Two profiles just spamming unpleasant absurdities with seemingly no human guiding the actions. You can tell it is to actually bring this site down. grudges or something. I will try to fix!

Oh no! It's one of "those" sites. Alright... well, shyt...

No longer in a joking mood. They had fair warning. I will now be simply blocking dog lovers and dumb people. Did my best yesterday to talk sense but *sigh* I'm invisable.

Great site. Not sure what I wanna do with my page yet. Nursing a throbbing headache and waiting for the Sun. North West is nice and rainy. I should advise that with rain comes drainage issues. Be aware of your surroundings. Avoid living in a basin of any kind. We have high planetary pull. Moon too.

Good morning. Imagine having not enough room to address all the lumpy concerns. I could spend a day remarking about each issue but instead, I chose a symbolic answer. Ah, a souvenir. < 3 Don't lump your issues too much. Ain't nobody got time for that. Nor a quarter for the metered posts.

Japanese Waxwing Breed Russia, NE China Migrate Japan, North Korea, South Korea, E China. Diet primarily berries and fleshy fruits Eats insects during breeding season Female incubates 14days, parents feed 18 days in the nest, and 10 more after juveniles migrate with the parents and a large flock

I think I figured something out. Does one despise beauty who has none? Anyways, beautiful melody. There's a symphony of pain for ya!

This is my "go away dogs" image. It tells the site I do not like dogs nor do I want to see dogs... unless I can show you mine! >: ) Here we have a "war hound". It was heavily equipped with futuristic gear but I had it altered to suit my need to see an unholy mutant ursin creature. Who loves dogs?

Lets talk about what happened to social media.

Surprisingly, I am not sad. I may seem like I talk of unpleasant things but, to me, they are happy things. One would be sad to be in my position. Where there is nothing left but I am just grateful anything is left at all and my life has been one of such victory, I cannot even express how much!

I am now three years old. Call me reborn but I decided once, I would always be 11 because of the injustice I endured. That lasted until 2023. When I started over. It makes the pain of 43 years of deception more palatable. The things I have seen would scare you to death. So, I pretend.

Betrayal has a certain aroma. A stench that surrounds the deceptive and conniving. Oh, a lie is just a lie until it hurts others. Some real people are actually predators. They look human enough but, when your back is turned, they strike. Not very pleasant but it needed to be said.

Lets talk about "mind-control" or "blue-beam" a moment. Whatever the case, it is something that can take your mind and memories away. I hid mine in poems and art. They can search your mind but cannot change those core memories. Especially when you make them your Deity. Closest to your heart.

I opened this page because I wanted to hide out. Away from a site that hosts a terrible amount of cruel people from my past. You dedicate yourself to a site and that is what you get. Sold out. To another quality assurance program that labels YOU, the victim, a threat. I fixed it but cannot forget.

It seems everything on here is auto-gen. I am not an anti though. I do however do real art and writing. I was very far behind in life and dreamed of making an music album from my poems. Auto-gen helped that dream come true. A nice garnish for my universe. I know how it feels.

I have learned through hardship that, when there is no hot water, washing with cold is a death sentence. Consider an ice cream headache. Only it comes from the outside. It is much more desirable to have a bad hair day if given the choice. The military will be the only ones with hot showers.

Many places chose this at their mascot. I am now a master writer and artist. My friends are mostly ghosts and I would describe myself as His innocence. For that which you treasure most is often hidden but trespassing against me is not. I am more than the lurkers could've ever imagined. (}i{)