ida deerz 🔜 PonyCon Holland

ida deerz 🔜 PonyCon Holland

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had a great time at pch but the fact that this happened even as an accident is really awful and it made me feel quite unsafe that it wasn't just shut down immediately during the auction

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anthroswim is larp, trickystoop is larp, furry underground is larp, sex room is larp, awoominati is larp, literally everything is new people coming in and pushing the most vulnerable og trans women out because they aren't aligned with the accruement of capital. and ppl wonder why i fucking quit

think of it this way. if i was a painter in equestria, a lot of my works are depictions of actual historical events. some are requests from other ponies, asking me to make them look cool or majestic. some are fictional, or significantly dramatized or embellished. but all of it is ponies.

my favourite derpibooru users are those people who are autistic about one thing specifically and nothing else. like the guy who commissions hundreds of artworks of rainbow dash wearing a prison suit. or that one user who exclusively posts photos of their incredibly breasted pony plushie in public.

maybe i should just cut off all those friends who i never hear from who never include me in anything instead of just feeling terrible every time i see them doing fun stuff bcuz im right here but they never even talk to me

real friends don't let other friends go through mental anguish by totally forgetting they even exist at all. right? i don't care if it's because of work or disability or *anything*, it causes an imbalanced dynamic either way. i cannot imagine it hurts to say "hi" once a month or so. come on.

i have mutuals who i dont hear from and that's okay. with some relationships, the expectation of talking frequently never really gets set in the first place. but if we're best friends at some point and you just stop talking to me out of nowhere and i have to initiate convos every time? nah fuck that