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had a dream last night that I was smoking cigarettes again - others tried to tell me that it was wrong, but I wouldn't hear it this morning I feel the shame which should have prevented me from doing so

totally bailed on Pilates this evening - the AC is broken and it's just too damn hot in there

@sista.bsky.social how are ya Sis?

don't mind me, I'll be over here just saying no to drugs

"I hate that stupid mouse"

just left therapy and I told her how my bran sometimes is like, "you should go buy some alcohol, or drugs and get fucked up", and I'm all "STFU!" she said I should gentle parent myself in these situations, rather than being mean to myself - I may have been conditioned this way, but I deserve better

nother great day today - 11K bike ride along the boardwalk, breakfast, then a 6k hike to a waterfal yes, there was actually water to fall - it rained recently - got the video to prove it photos.app.goo.gl/hoSogsfRRuUd...

Good Morning from #LawStreetBeach #SanDiego

had a pretty good day, even though I didn't get to leave early, I got a functional STP loop detector configured and found POE SNMP traps on some switches in the process then I got to work with our security team on their threat hunt and teach them more about firewalls still tellin my brain to stfu

all damn day my brain's been like, "you should go get some weed and get high yo! Remember, you used to love getting high?"... I'm all stfu

started a new mixtape - still adding shit to it, but you can still play along at home music.youtube.com/playlist?lis...

my friend Stevie was here to greet me again this morning 🖤

I promised Kitty that I would not work late again today, she thinks I should cut out early, we'll see how my day goes

how does a "civilized" society decide to cut free lunch for school children?

I love it when medical professionals ask, "is that an Ohm's Law Tattoo?!"

We have a joke in the z/OS world: the IDCAT utility I Didn’t Change A Thing

KitKat? or Twix?

one of my all-time favorite questions, especially when it's the very first step in troubleshooting: "has anything changed with the firewall?"

gettin shit done

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them: why are you always covered in cat hair? me:

hell yes on 40 - Vote!

damn it feels good to finally have my shit together

looking into filing my patent in China as well, it'd be another chunk of dough, but I feel like it's worth covering my bases - just reached out to my patent attorney for more information

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fun with ssh thehackernews.com/2026/10/atta...

no idea how, but recruiters are now contacting me about jobs requiring Dragos experience - three different recruiters for three different positions so far not sure how I would get experience though wonder what a lab setup would cost

workin late, but at least it's buildin IPSEC tunnels

2 WEEKS FROM TODAY: Vote in numbers too big to rig & make his prediction come true. #MakeAmericaNormalAgain

I bet he took out 2 Russian data centers all by himself. He's Black Opspspspsps. Slava Ukraini! 🇺🇦

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Marcus Licinius Crassus was the richest man in Rome. He used his immense wealth to gain political power. He funded Caesar and others. At the height of his power he tried to invade Persia out of hubris. He was captured, they poured molten gold into his mouth due to his greed. He died painfully.

watching the news... string of plane crashes lately - all trained pilots, in regularly inspected and well maintained aircraft Teslas injuring and killing people Elon, "our engineers made a flying car"

LoA is on tour rn btw music.youtube.com/watch?v=glHI...

man this album music.youtube.com/watch?v=4Lav...

message from my son totally made my day

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🤘 #PacificBeach #MissionBeach #SanDiego