codemind

codemind

@codemind.bsky.social

guy, part nsfw art account and part nsfw vent account you'll regret following

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dooderoni (no comms for now)
@dooderoni.bsky.social

hi we like totes noticed you from across the bar and like you totes have the vibes of someone who should get put through the machine that reformats you into one of us robo-girlies LOL

dooderoni (no comms for now)@dooderoni.bsky.social

hmm what if a girl was a robit hmm does my cool matpat the game terrorist pose hmm thinks about it really hard

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

I like how i said id do this but haven't finished shit with either of these because they both look wrong in some small aspect and it drives me fucking crazy I haven't drawn anything worth posting in 2 fucking months because for some reason I cant be satisfied or happy with anything I draw

codemind@codemind.bsky.social

I feel like i should draw a piece but my brain keeps also fixating on a writing scenario idea of just pov comforting in an asmr/hypnosis-ish way to make you feel more relaxed and in a nice focused fluid robotic state of mind and repeating how much of a perfect good program you are and cuddling

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codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

I've been drawing for 3 years and I dont feel anywhere close to others who have been doing it for similar amounts of time I've made progress but not enough progress especially for wanting to make this shit a career Its so over for me

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

Also doesnt help i look on here every few days look at my front page and say "God why are my kinks associated with this 90% of this is gross to me and not my thing"

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

I like how i said id do this but haven't finished shit with either of these because they both look wrong in some small aspect and it drives me fucking crazy I haven't drawn anything worth posting in 2 fucking months because for some reason I cant be satisfied or happy with anything I draw

codemind@codemind.bsky.social

I feel like i should draw a piece but my brain keeps also fixating on a writing scenario idea of just pov comforting in an asmr/hypnosis-ish way to make you feel more relaxed and in a nice focused fluid robotic state of mind and repeating how much of a perfect good program you are and cuddling

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

I just scream into the void on here anyways so none of this matters but I wish I could just flip that switch back on that somehow turned off last month because either I cant figure out what to draw or when i do figure it out it looks like shit

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

heartbreaking one of your biggest fictional crushes has less than a pages worth of actual good art on image boards and the rest are either ai or ugly cg

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

Looked back on some older pieces I remembered a former friend made fun of me for finding hot bc they were kinda off proportion wise and oh no im finding parts about it hot/appealing again

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

Idc if proportions were off sometimes old rosvo arts were the blueprint for me Suit designs were great and even the almost amateur anime internet 00s style carries some weird charm for me

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

what i kind of wanna go for is what I and other people probably thought as kids what the future was gonna be like but more optimistic instead of what we have rn lol

codemind@codemind.bsky.social

Basically just me combining things i find hot/cool from multiple scifi things (gits/eva/gantz) without having to bound myself to trons specific rules alone Would feel nice

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

thinking abt more maybe im getting a bit overambitious bit im thinking of making Tera less of a tron oc and more of an oc from a new wholly unique universe that while taking elements from it is more minimalist y2k/Cybercore in visual identity Lots of whites and blues and everything is smooth

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

Basically just me combining things i find hot/cool from multiple scifi things (gits/eva/gantz) without having to bound myself to trons specific rules alone Would feel nice

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psudonym
@psudonym.bsky.social

"She's not going to stand out at Penguin's lounge, is she?" "No it's fine, the outfit's a perfect distraction anyway."

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

Even outside of kink shit I feel weirdly safe and at ease when I wear my suit like nothing can hurt me Really wish I had more opportunities lately to spend a day wearing it instead of just sleeping at night

codemind@codemind.bsky.social

me rn except im suited

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Ghoulbr [Comms Open]
@mossgateau.bsky.social

My androids are not JUST robots. They do have a biological component. There is humanity introduced to the component, but they are not human. My inspiration for them comes from fungi, and how fungi will be around long after humanity is gone, and will heal the Earth.

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

think I gotta keep reminding myself my kinks arent and cant be defined by one catch all label Everyone has their own flavors and what's too far for them or makes them feel off

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

sure you can classify me under bot/drone stuff but it doesnt mean I like ALL of it, a lot of it does rely on the aesthetic end (the data upload meditation angle + comfy tight suits being relaxing), I make it more than clear i want to make sure no one is hurt and is as comfortable and loved in return

codemind
@codemind.bsky.social

If people cant understand that then thats on them, im more than what a simple label gives me and my ideal fantasy doesnt need to involve being completely dehumanized and losing all individuality I have my own identity through this and I should be happy and unashamed of that

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DarkerEve
@darkereve.bsky.social

The Ghost in the Shell, my tribute to the newest Science Saru adaptation of the Masamune Shirow classic. #ghostintheshell #motokokusanagi