John Videogames

John Videogames

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party people in the house let's go FFXIV's most dependable White Mage WoW's simultaneously worst and best Surv Hunter I play, watch, and read lots of things!

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hey I'm des. I'm a nonbinary butch lesbian who is a tired corporate infosec worker. I enjoy a wide variety of anime, video games, and books. I play D&D with irl friends on the weekends. I enjoy being a cup ramen and monster energy drink degenerate. I always accept new friends in the nerd space.

I do not put up with any level of disrespect levied at my wife. That woman deserves a gold start for putting up with my ass every day and by god am I gonna make sure everyone appreciates that. 🤣 like a large dam holding back the wildest river.

Every time i have to suffer through any wow launch for anything i feel inclined to forgive yoshi p of all crimes. IM FREE IM FINALLY FREE I CAN GO ENJOY MY EVENING

i am the only one out of my friends playing wow forever that was unable to connect to the game to make a character after nearly 2 hours. Everyone else got in during the first 30 minutes. ;-; At this point I think I just have to wait for a hotfix.

i guess i'm just shocked it's now been over 2 hours and loads of people still can't get in and there's been zero blue posts about it? If I went this long at my job without communication on an unresolved issue I'd be reamed.

during my onset puberty teenage years all the way until I was about 26 people LOOOOOVED misgendering me and calling me a man as much as possible and im a little sad now i deleted myself from the public eye so i cant come out and go 'yeah so about that' LMAO

somehow in my later adult life everyone including family that i've never come out to is like 'des is whatever des is' and im like yea, i suppose you take one look at me and go 'theres some real gender fuckery here' im honestly astonished even my gender regressionist family members say this.

I am slowly moving from PC FFXIV to Switch FFXIV just because giant tv + bed mode. I don't even mind vanilla ame all that much I pretty much use PC just for Gpose and test making new glams. I'm afraid I've converted. Will play Evercold release on this.

I am eager for all the hopefully new customization we have in the works for FFXIV because I would love to care about Ame's vanilla appearances now that I play a lot on the Switch 2! Perhaps we can evolve Ame further....

guys does anyone remember tha catz and dogz games on windows from 1999/1999? it was my extreme hyperfixation game as a kid and i am forever chasing the high in gaming which that game gave me.

Thinking i am normal i ask my wife and best friend "so the where you are on the map tracker seal in hollow knight is kinda useless right? I dont run it" and they are like NO???? ARE YOU A FREAK????? 🤣 story of my life. I always know where I am based on the shape of the room!

My wife: we cant do that thing right now. How about this other thing you will also like Me, with the broken dopamine receptors: no its okay ill just stare at the ceiling until i am able to do it My wife: okay so you know you are a menace right

Losing my mind every time we watch a new property from DBZ and Goku says literally any dumb idiot thing and my wife goes "omg ame" She is never beating those allegations huh

When did the ffxiv community get so toxic about frontlines shotcallers? Back in my day we begged for them. Just did a worqor where my team was yapping about muting a shotcaller but they were so uncoordinated they chased 2nd place away from objs constantly. My brother you NEED the shotcaller.

Fire emblem fortunes weave act 3 is an exhausting ass game they really start to just be cruel to you 🫠 EVERYTHING HURTS SO MUCH BUT AT LEAST DIETRICH IS STILL AN UNKILLABLE MURDERER

it feels soooooo good to slow down for a moment, breathe, and look around at what brings you joy. I'm definitely an aggressive overachiever who doesn't know how to rest, so I'm trying to learn! There's so much beauty if you just know how to find it amongst the noise.

I love experiencing messy romances in media and i think theyre great but i tire greatly of the moralists like "ERM THE CHARS ARE TOXIC AND DONT DESERVE EACHOTHER" yes sweetheart, way to understand the point of the written material!

Hearing my friends agonize over the ways they compare themselves to me feels bad. :/ just because i suffered in insane ways or can do things they cant doesnt invalidate their struggles or their intelligence. I wish my existence didnt make people feel this way. I cant control it but it does stink.

Im never out to play the oppression olympics or lorde intelligence or skill over anyone. I want us all to make it and I show up for them like that every day but I can't defeat their natural brainworms for them. This has been a recurring thing for me in all friend groups. It suuuuuucks.

I'm so anxious. Boss said glowing things about me at work, as did my VP, as do my coworkers. Friends love me. Wife is happy. Dog is happy. Brain says everything is horrible and I deserve to explode into tiny pieces? Why are we doing this when there are no problems. Brains so stupid.

Decided to log in and play an alt in WoW and went up 70 ilvl in one sitting. Bruh. I am tired. My ass is crawling into the bed for some cozy console games. I have been TOO gamer. My drive to do anything today is at zero so blankets sound peak. 🥰

I get it man. We should be sensitive on how we talk aboit bipolar as one of the most oversensationalized mental illnesses in society. But I need us to be realistic about how bad it can be and how it can turn normal people into something very fucked so when we go off the deep end no one is surprised.

Some of yall would clutch pearls about the person i was before getting medicated this illness wages a war on your mind and makes you someone you're not. I just want us to not sanitize the horrors of this illness for the comforts of others.

I got friends asking me to go to gateway fate but the way in which covid fucked me is that i hate leaving to be in public anywhere. 🫠 my house has all my things in it and my dog

Went to crystal peaks in hollow knight to get the super dash Get it Go down the mountain FUCK I FORGOT THE PALE ORE Goes back up the mountain What is this? Kingdom hearts 3????

First day back in two weeks went swimmingly. It's crazy how refreshed my brain is. Life is good and the routine is comfy. I even set two new upper body PRs at the gym today! Boutta sink into the blankets for the rest of the night 🥰

Back to being a person tomorrow. I've been away for two weeks. I am sooooo excited for routine again. It bring me comfort. Needed to hit the gym like yesterday.

The 12.1.5 story is so funny because lorthemar is like 'damn trolls lettin the bugs run amok' and im like 'lorthemar i literally came back after atal'utek and told you all the shit that happened there why are we saying its the trolls who did this'

i am trying to sink (stupidly, late night) little bits of time into silent hill townfall but it's such specific me poison horror that i can only handle the spike in my blood pressure for short bursts.

Worked at a retro game store for maybe 3 months and after facing endless harassment for being their only female employee my manager also abused me to work INSANE shifts at times he didnt want and told me I wasnt allowed to call the cops when a man touched himself in front of me alone at the store

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CANT WAIT TO HAVE CROSS DC PF/DF IN MY HANDS FOR ULTIMATES AND RANKED PVP AGAIN. THE POSSIBILITIES OF AME CONTENT ARE ENDLESS. YEAHHHHHH BEWARE OF ALL THE AME PROG THAT WILL BE HAPPENING