CalaMariGold🖤✨

my body is beautiful 🖤

i love outside!!!

no stream today, recovering from being sick

what if i actually kinda like PHP

12 years ago i cosplayed eren from attack on titan for my school anime club should i cosplay mikasa now

yesterday i did my makeup for the first time in like ever and i was rlly happy with it :3

I need to be better. Need to look better, dress better, take better selfies, exercise more. Need to be a better streamer, better drummer, better guitarist, better performer, need more viewers, more videos, more energy, more time. Need to be famous and be worth being famous. Why is it never enough?

they should add lesbians to heroes of the storm. every moba needs their lesbians.

cancelling stream today... not sure what it is but i am feeling absolutely and utterly drained. i could barely play simple beats. i'll be back tomorrow <3

schedule change for streams! i start 1 hour earlier for now on (3pm est) live now with drum requests and jams, come hang <3 twitch.tv/calamarigold

any1 wana PC4PC with me or may b just CMNT4CMNT also R4R xd plzzzzz thxxxx!1! ^3^ also to tht 1 person tht took me off their Top 8 i h8 u and hope u nevRRRR get to listen to MCR again >>>>:(

just now discovering ohio doesn't have pork roll AT ALL?? taking my new jerseyian ass back to the east coast.

ive lived in ohio for 3 weeks and this is already me

call me your waitress the way i keep serving

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For so long I never thought I'd allow myself to be happy and feel like a normal person. Things do get better when you start being kind and patient with yourself.

i got a new studio <3 come check it out 🖤 twitch.tv/calamarigold

tip for twitch streamers: if you use a stream deck, put your main button setup in a folder and duplicate it. stream decks dont have undo functionality so if you accidently delete a whole folder like i did, you'll have a backup 🙃

So I've got some bad news. This is important, watch to the end.

Your princess returns tomorrow...

Gotta get back up when you've been all the way down. There's a spark, there's a light, there's a will, there's a way out!!

if you come visit our house we'll hand you a traditional south american drink and your life will change forever. trust me

deadlock added a rat themed champion? ugh, fine, ill reinstall.

the world if zohran mamdani was supreme leader of the universe

when mai said "I guess you just don't know people as well as you think you do. You miscalculated. I love Zuko more than I fear you." GODDDDDDD CHILLS

periodic reminder for the sake of your sanity: it's good to set timed mutes on keywords for some of those traumatic stories going around, or use "hide this post for me" so you don't get the same horrors drilled into your psyche over and over. You don't NEED that much exposure to it all. I promise.

you know this is gonna be a spooky october when you get a republican running for office knocking on your door on october 1st

walking into the DMV with this bad boy on

the happier i am with my own life, the more i actively avoid and dissociate from disturbing news and doomer posts. or maybe it's vice versa. anyone else have a similar experience?

twitch ceo say something that isn't incredibly cringe challenge (impossible)

trying to connect a sonos speaker is easily in my top 5 most miserable tech experiences

With everything that sets me back, I push back harder to clear the way. There's not a thing that I regret, can't live my life in yesterday.

shout-out to whoever put the giant "FUND HEALTHCARE NOT BILLIONAIRES" and "MAGA: NATIONAL EMBARRASSMENT" billboards in rural ass pennsylvania

so it DOES exist!!

It's Moving day! Streams and events will be on hold until I can get set up again! See you all soon!

new phasmophobia patch notes - Fixed a bug that insta-killed players on spawn - Fixed a bug that caused ghosts to never appear - Fixed a bug that bricked your hard drive when pressing W - Sorta maybe kinda fixed a bug? Go find out. - Unfixed a bug. Fuck you. + 67 other fixes

DAWN OF THE FINAL DAY day 3 is starting now!! so close to the main goal! twitch.tv/calamarigold

day TWO of my move-out donothon is starting now with special guest @emkultra64.com!! we'll be playing some songs and taking requests! help me raise money for my move <3 twitch.tv/calamarigold

for those of you who enjoyed this last time we played together, @calamari.gold and I are doing it all again LATER TODAY! be sure to give her a follow here and on twitch so you don't miss it! twitch.tv/CalaMariGold

day 1 of the donothon is starting now!! be prepared for silliness... twitch.tv/calamarigold