Arni Rat

Everything I do for a while has to be through the lens of how it's going to make money or keep a roof over my head if all else fails. Streaming is neither of those things. I hope you understand.

We all joke about getting old, and maybe it’s how we cope, but when you have that first actual crisis moment I hope you treat yourself well because that shit fucking sucks.

Everything is hitting very hard all at once. I'm gonna try not to spill it out here of all places but this is kinda all I have right now so no promises.

If I die suddenly it could be weeks or months before anyone notices so if you don't hear from me for a while that's probably what happened.

I do hope this helps.

Been getting a lot of "congrats on the move!" when I never wanted to. Been getting a lot of "can you get help from family or friends?" and this is why I just don't talk to people anymore.

If you're still using TikTok maybe consider not.

Animated comm for @twyce.bsky.social

this is the stupidest thing ive ever drawn

wheeee decision paralysis

Gift for @liet4649.bsky.social

Dunno if I can go another 2-3 weeks without sleeping in my own bed again. Unfortunately I'm tethered to a job interview next week that affects where I end up living, and I'm not in a position to blow it off.

Went to view some apartments today and they asked me to open this website on my phone to scan my face and government ID. What the fuck is happening

Still bitter about being told by a psychologist "Have you tried watching less news?" when it takes constant conscious effort in this country to -not- see the most horrific fucking thing you can imagine every single day.

The Fallen Ange- uuh, Bat. Mina nursing the edgy bat. I didn't think Thorne would end up being the subject of this reference to Alexandre Cabanel's painting😆

I too am tired of being resilient and independent.

Last full day in the house. Trying not to have big feelings about it. We move forward.

Next couple weeks are gonna be the busiest and most stressful for me, so expect relative silence. I really appreciate those who've reached out to check on me.

rattober 3 - button rat #rattober #rattober2026 #doodle #drawing #rats #rat #supernintendo #snes

Thought I'd pack the rest of my stuff today and instead have a throbbing occipital headache.

someone has sent me something which is the most extremely specific confluence of my interests and i need to share www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgTj...

Anyone who's ever fixed anyone else's code has the required understanding to know LLMs are just useless toys. Anyone who understands diminishing returns knows it can't get better using pattern replication, you need to model the logic. Someone who doesn't understand both is not a good programmer.

Happy raccoon appreciation day 🦝🎉

boy do I love authentic 1996 PC hardware 😄

I'll be in a better mood soon. The last bit of work on the house is done so we're free and clear for closing, and that's a load off. Once I'm settled into a new place I can start making real plans.

Did you know that rats can learn to drive? Scientists have taught them to steer tiny cars for a snack. Ours are still on passenger duty, but they are getting real comfortable on a car. Rats are much smarter and more playful than they get credit for. #HeroRATs #APOPO

We're back with origami streams?! Also @nascat.bsky.social is guesting with us! <3 www.twitch.tv/mrsquabbit #Twitch #GoLive #Origami #Furry

Last full week at the house. Everything going according to plan, yet everything feels like failure.

forever is fun :)

Mina the Hollower doin a lil dance Song: At Last We Rest (Old Graveyard) by Jake Kaufman

Four more weeks or so of this personal moving hell and then maybe I can start actually living again.

Rat Dance

she invited mina over to the workshop and she's just been blushing and flustered the entire time

I fucking hate pvcs