amorphousness.bsky.social

YOU WILL NOT ESCAPE ME YOU EVIL FUCKER I SHALL BRING SWIFT JUSTICE UPON THEE

I got threatened with rape and attacked the other night broke an elbow and bent my smoke box but im ok i was able to be walking away talking today and a wallstreet guy told me its great to fight to live another day and i sure did 👌👍. No one deserves harm but i would have died if i didn't have--->

So beautiful to wake up and the most powerful part of my mind is no longer locked away busy hyperanalyzing myself to keep me from cracking. I'm working on a drawing program i need to optimize which the menu layout and versatility is unheard of at this point adobe can kiss my bum --->

In a way i can mathematically capitalize on I really woke up and stole all of Allen Hatcher's coffee its pretty damn 👌coffee i cant lie Im at the library not even doing math my brain started firing i wrote it all down (unusual for me but thats how i knew i was maybe into something i should study)-->

So beautiful to wake up and the most powerful part of my mind is no longer locked away busy hyperanalyzing myself to keep me from cracking. I'm working on a drawing program i need to optimize which the menu layout and versatility is unheard of at this point adobe can kiss my bum --->

Meanwhile i accidentally got distracted on a think session about p2p and possible security then suddenly im perusing the idea of structure for true random number generation without the possibility of deterministic failures because of the equation structure(i hope im right that would be cool asf) -->

I might documenting an old auction acquired estate of commercial plumbing equipment to list & sell from this basement but upstairs Waqas lets me build an app i can push to an appstore so i can stop being poor(no offense) *sniffs air hard and swears it smells like spring even though its early winter*

Got up went out to walk came back sent a lengthy email report 8 gioe was worth sending. Went out again for a much longer walk stopped at the store and came back on the bus Heard my disability got denied & honestly am ecstatic just a nice cherry on top of the rare side effect of symptomatic cessation

From general anesthesia literally feels like someone cut a tumor out of my mind. I looked it up and its a rare side effect that is undergoing current study. It's been a few days my symptoms still remain in remission. Thankfully too i almost picked ketamine series to put an end to it but i hate drugs

Woke on some sauce remembering this line today Gta5 hiest avon hertz =sam altman Lester said, "He made the ai like an asshole because he is an asshole." Not even surprised 😒 without writing a full rant the best short version i can give is getting reamed by all the feilds medals then still.-->

I hate when i get like i've been for the past few months because i've had connotations about some recent events which not only turned out to be true for part1 on like aug :( part2 was true too found out today for sure :*(* I've been... umm i like 2 say fine even if i dont mean it all the way.

For the right thing anymore. I'm weak as shit i'm not Saitama :/

I hate when i get like i've been for the past few months because i've had connotations about some recent events which not only turned out to be true for part1 on like aug :( part2 was true too found out today for sure :*(* I've been... umm i like 2 say fine even if i dont mean it all the way.

:*( Been having 2 go through crap from the incessant vermin whom chooses to plague me on a hi r frequency than i honestly have the capacity 2 handle & then now the basement drunk last night was yelling@ me because my "tv"was on then even cut the internet to my devices somehow guy doesn't even run it