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Sometimes it sucks being intelligent. Having a rising amount of mental health issues and anytime I talk to someone about it they will say oh have you tried xyz, and I'll go yes, also abc, 123, 8675309, and that new thing that came out recently because I looked it up...

I will never look at your face again and I hope you become a memory. #nocontact

Helping my dad while he is recovering from his spinal cord injury and the show he was watching had an extended team's call sound, sent me into a full blown panic, fuck you #Oracle for giving me #PTSD!!

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The pee tape is real.

According to the government I am fucked in the head. Disability was approved first try. I'm not handling it well. On one hand glad to be able to get some money, on the other it means this is just the start of my struggles.

Any recommendations from other PTSD people on surviving the fourth?

The duckling Trump killed in the Reflecting Pool turned out to be a fitting reflection of what his administration is doing across the country. They are damaging wildlife, undermining environmental protections, and treating conservation as an afterthought.

Achievement get: breakdown at work You have had a complete mental breakdown at work turning in your company equipment. Well that was embarrassing. Time to dwell over things you can't control and make it worse. Yeah, fuck me I guess...

Scheduled to turn in my laptop tomorrow and the anxiety of going into the office for the last time is preventing me from sleeping. PTSD from work is a special brand of personnel hell.

I think the weather isn't making up it's mind anytime soon

So interesting update, officially, my last job did give me PTSD, don't think anything will come of it but good to know that I wasn't just imagining it...

Out of the hospital and back home a few days now. Having a birthday in the hospital is not something I would recommend neither is the TIA i had as well...

I would like to stay out of the hospital for longer...

First visitor in the hospital this morning

Update, making remarkable progress and was able to take my first steps again. Continue to be ahead of the recovery curve likely thankful to getting to the hospital so quickly. But unfortunately same as the last time they have been unable to find a cause of the issue which is frustrating.

So best guess at the moment is I had a TIA this morning. Being locked in my own head not able to move or speak is not an experience I recommend. Making progress hour by hour, but currently on bed arrest in the hospital.

This is why I usually commission art, but feel it gets the point across anyways

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Apparently it just switches to "low" below 40. I should really take care of this...

I have been captured

PROTIP: Ending the vaccine mandate means insurance companies in Florida will no longer cover the cost of our childhood vaccines. This means dead kids if you are poor

It's like...next level fucked upness by leadership when they do layoffs and then get on a meeting and say that people have chosen to pursue other opportunities. Like sure, they will be doing that, but not by choice.

As a sexual abuse survivor, I need to talk about my anger. I'm so angry about the government not stopping Epstein when they had the opportunity, causing hundreds more girls to fall prey to him because of inaction. I'm enraged about the cover up. And I'm furious about lack of care for young girls.

So made my therapist cry again...

Just learned a super depressing fact, the number one cause of death of an adult with high functioning autism is suicide...

Cgm is yelling at me about my low bs and I'm struggling to get the motivation to fix it 🫩

So I'm strongly considering getting a motorcycle again. I've mostly narrowed it down to a Kawasaki Ninja or a Honda Shadow. I've driven only cruisers and want something to mostly tool around town. Anyone have any recommendations or advice?

Today's chore is done, tomorrow is moving all this to a dry location

Found a new hobby helping my mental health a little. When sometime contacts me online that is an obvious scam I start just trauma dumping. It's fairly therapeutic...