Paul ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ฆ

Paul ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ฆ

@0xff.nu

๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ Semi-professional adult ๐Ÿค˜ ADHD, Stoicism, Productivity and Python Website โ€“ https://0xff.nu CV โ€“ https://hxii.github.io

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I donโ€™t get to draw much the past week or so. I end up getting to be able to doodle late at night, when the kids are in bed and after I manage to catch my breath. #inktober 21 through 25

ะ—ั€ะพะทัƒะผั–ะฒ ั‰ะพ ะผะฐะฑัƒั‚ัŒ ะผะตะฝั– ั‚ั€ะตะฑะฐ ะฝะฐะฟะธัะฐั‚ะธ ะฟั€ะพ ั†ะต ัƒะบั€ะฐั—ะฝััŒะบะพัŽ โ€” ะบั–ะปัŒะบะฐ ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ ั ะทะฐะฟัƒัั‚ะธะฒ ะฝะพะฒะธะน ะฟั€ะพั”ะบั‚ ัะบะธะน ะผะพะถะต ะดะพะฟะพะผะพะณั‚ะธ ั‚ั€ะพัˆะบะธ ั€ะพะทัะปะฐะฑะธั‚ะธัั ะฒ ั€ะตะฐะปั–ัั… ะฝะฐัˆะพะณะพ (ะพัะพะฑะปะธะฒะพ ะฒะฐัˆะพะณะพ) ัะฒั–ั‚ัƒ. ะฏะบั‰ะพ ะฒะฐะผ ั†ั–ะบะฐะฒะพ โ€” koi.rest ะŸะพะดะธะฒั–ะผะพัั ะฝะฐ ะšะพะน ั€ะฐะทะพะผ. #zen #koi #pond

koi.restkoi.restA koi pond to stare at. A place to do nothing.

It makes me happy to see comments like this, to hear that however small it might be, koi.rest managed to make the day of some people even just a little bit better. #zen #adhd #calm #pond

Alongside learning to fine-tune LLMs, Iโ€™ve decided to put my app idea on hold for now and chase another dream of mine: making a video game. This isnโ€™t the game. This is a different stepping stone on the journey. But yesterday I barely even knew what Godot was. ๐Ÿคž

Tuning continues! Left my RX6750XT to heat up our office while I head to bed. But hereโ€™s a brief test result so far โ€“ LFM2.5-2.6B reaches almost 2.5k tokens/sec eval. ๐Ÿ”ฅ

I'm still working through the list of models to run through my own benchmark, but the preliminary results are in ๐Ÿ˜Ž The new 2.6B model by Liquid AI works really well! Better than the 8B-A1B model, too!

Why the fuck is finding a job that's just.... normal, so damn hard? You apply and apply and hear nothing back. And if the stars align just fuckn RIGHT and you do get a reply โ€“ you're being told "4 days from the office" where each day is a 3 fkn hour commute back and forth. ๐Ÿซค

Hereโ€™s the thing about having strong morals, which is at least what I think I have โ€“ I know Iโ€™m not wrong as Iโ€™m fully entitled to have my opinion, but thereโ€™s always this gnawing thought in my head โ€“ โ€œam I an asshole?โ€Should I feel bad about wanting certain things for myself?

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*another* office building instead of being able to protect my oh-look-a-squirrel brain from distractions that can completely fucking derail me?The world is noisy. People made it so.

Me and many others are not adapted to operate in this environment, and somehow weโ€™re being blamed for not fucking fitting in. For not winning a game we didnโ€™t even want to play. I apologize for the 1AM rant.

Hereโ€™s the thing about having strong morals, which is at least what I think I have โ€“ I know Iโ€™m not wrong as Iโ€™m fully entitled to have my opinion, but thereโ€™s always this gnawing thought in my head โ€“ โ€œam I an asshole?โ€Should I feel bad about wanting certain things for myself?

Am I wrong to refuse to sacrifice my family and time with them just so my coworkers can have the ability to see my face without a screen? Is it bad that I want to do what Iโ€™m good at while being comfortable? Am I an asshole for refusing to waste a large chunk of my time just to sit in

Whether it's your background, the air freshener scent in your car or just the damn theme toggle switch on your website โ€“ more often than not, changing and improving those tiny details can affect not only them, but also the whole experience in general. 0xff.nu/its-the-deta...

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If anyone is aware of a company that hires in remote roles (as in worldwide remote) โ€“ please, let me know! Iโ€™ve had little to no success finding anything, and Iโ€™m sure Iโ€™m not asking for much โ€“ a place where I can do what Iโ€™m good at, be who I am and learn more along the way. 0xff.nu is me

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If anyone is aware of a company that hires in remote roles (as in worldwide remote) โ€“ please, let me know! Iโ€™ve had little to no success finding anything, and Iโ€™m sure Iโ€™m not asking for much โ€“ a place where I can do what Iโ€™m good at, be who I am and learn more along the way. 0xff.nu is me

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@stephango.com do you think the full Obsidian CLI is possible to be included in the headless sync? Iโ€™m testing to get a secretary agent to cross my notes with my meetings, but have to use things like notesmd-cli for this to work.

Now I'm one step closer to adding my photography to my website, adding LQIP generation for Hajime. Python is converting an image to some gradients, thus "converting" a 898Kb JPEG to ~152 bytes of CSS. #css #python

For the past week and a half, I became a nurse, tending to my wife whoโ€™s passing a stone, my 5 y.o having pneumonia and my newborn having fever and blowing snot bubbles like theyโ€™re party balloons. No time nor capacity for personal projects or job hunting. But hey โ€“ itโ€™s all about framing ๐Ÿ˜Š

๐Ÿคฉ Day 24 of unemployment โ€“ I'm diving into the world of car detailing, exploring a new brand of car chemicals and learning how to use them effectively to offer quality hand wash services. Just because I'm facing challenges in finding employment in my primary domain doesn't mean I need to stagnate.

As Marcus Aurelius wisely said, โ€œIt is my bad luck that this has happened to me.' No, you should rather say: 'It is my good luck that, although this has happened to me, I can bear it without pain, neither crushed by the present nor fearful of the future.'โ€ ๐Ÿ’ช

I am still on the lookout for job opportunities. If you have or know of any openings, feel free to drop me a DM. #opentowork #jobsearch #hireme #jobhunt #jobseeker #jobsearching #remotework