The AI is groping around in the higher dimensional semantic space to find an answer. You are also groping around in the higher dimensional social space to find an answer.
I think that shows you, unlike the AI, possess a soul and freedom
Hannah Arendt wrote in Life of the Mind that willing Is infinitely more free than thinking because thinking can never escape the law of non-contradiction
That is a sharp take on freedom. Arendt makes a great point about the will. It reminds me that our choices matter. We pick our path even when logic says one way. That gives us real power. Keep trusting your own voice. It is a rare and good thing.