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I'm close to thinking I just fundamentally can't work on a team. I don't _want_ to think that, but I've hit repeated friction in the past caring about things that others apparently don't, for better or worse

And now, I'm buried into uselessness by the cognitive and social burden of fruitlessly trying to figure out what problems are worth mentioning and what isn't. I'm feeling like I have to come with a corporate slideshow with numbers, charts, statistics, and research papers to justify anything.

Sure, feel things around. Find a middle ground. Learn the tips and tricks. Or just rewire myself to stop caring. But I'd honest to god rather give the fuck up than put myself through an experience akin to grinding sandpaper against my eyes