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I'm close to thinking I just fundamentally can't work on a team. I don't _want_ to think that, but I've hit repeated friction in the past caring about things that others apparently don't, for better or worse

Sure, feel things around. Find a middle ground. Learn the tips and tricks. Or just rewire myself to stop caring. But I'd honest to god rather give the fuck up than put myself through an experience akin to grinding sandpaper against my eyes

but capitalism demands it. I can't delete capitalism. am i the problem? doesn't matter - I've tried and failed to change myself, so i either stay miserable, or the world fucking burns, I guess