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moving over to bluesky from twitter was huge for my mental health because twitter sucked so bad but over the years bluesky has now become pretty much just as bad because well it is also literally just twitter. we did build the demon again to be fair

using this site makes me very anxious. i am hyper-aware of how visible i am, how easy it is to create enemies and upset people with random posts you might not have thought through, which in turn makes you less vulnerable online, which in turn makes you come across as even more standoffish etc

this is more or less why I opted to just completely stop posting. i'm increasingly of the opinion this "type" of social media is basically just evil and there isn't really a safe level of participation? twitter is worse, obviously, but bluesky is still mind poison all the same.

like I'm a Streamer/YouTuber type guy so I already have to deal with people basically inventing fanfiction about me and appearing to be aloof and callous but Having A Timeline at all seems basically designed to give people the strangest and worst impression of who you are as a person?