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It's been a while. Some thoughts about the last couple of months. I have a great blessing and a big curse at the same time. I want to be one of the greats. I don't just want to make software, I want to make the greatest software ever.

But on the other hand, it feels like driving with the handbrakes on because everybody else is shipping full-on products with millions of lines of code in a week.

For a few months now, I've been wanting to launch more products, build Coolify v5, and move faster while still progressing in life and learning new things.

Instead of progressing, I've been getting slower, more tired, and for weeks now more and more stressed, always feeling like I'm falling further and further behind. At first I thought the reason was just that I want to do too many things in life.