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Just adding this thread to my megathread so I can easily find it again, when I have thoughts I want to add to it.

I wish I could learn more about the GATE program & if I was put in that program in 5th & 6th grade, like I think I might have been. Records from the school I went to would long ago have been destroyed since they don't keep records that far back.

Why I will likely never marry again, no matter how romantic I am. Why I will likely also never live with someone again, unless forced to by circumstance.

Are this point in my life (in my 50's), I don't really have any real friends, no not boyfriends either, because I just can't put up with other people in person, and very few can put up with me.

And I definitely can't expect to be so lucky to get to go to an event in New York City in a week when I can't even get enough help or any employment to buy food.

Well, I put in my request. And l added a second ticket request. Who wants to go with me, if I get accepted? Who wants to help make this happen?!!! Will you help fund my trip? I can't afford to go unless someone else helps me go. But I HAD to request it, because I REALLY want to go!!!

If I start going a little vampire-crazy in a couple weeks, understand this is over 35 years in the making, for me. πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ§›β€β™€οΈ

Come June 7, even if I don't get to go to the June 2 event in NYC, I will be completely lost & immersed in The Vampire Lestat IWTV, and the rest of humanity might as well just disappear, especially on June 14, when I will be watching the 2nd episode of Lestat coming out...

Reminder, it's not the AI you and I are forced to use every day on our devices that these data centers are for. It's for surveilling and controlling everything you and I do from now on that they are for. The AI we are being forced to use could be run from our own devices, they use so little power.

The data centers going up everywhere remind me of the TV show Pluribus, except instead of an alien virus taking over humanity, it's AI taking over. What humans are building these?

Feel free to use this at your leisure...

For anyone wondering, I'm on here because I guess suspended for asking that question we all ask every day. Was told it was for threatening serious harm, or expressing that others should be hurt or killed, & promoting, glorifying, inciting violence against individuals or groups, & graphic violence.πŸ™„

If anyone can help me out with work or mutual financial aid, I could really use it. Seems like every place l apply to ghosts me. #mutualaid #lookingforwork #employment #help www.gofundme.com/f/easing-the...

I wish I could get hired for at least $2000 a month so that I can stop begging all the time. Anyone out there wants to hire me for something I can do remotely, let me know. (That isn't insurance or poor for illegal.) I would prefer that kind of job to something I have to travel to.

If you want to listen to some fun music written by Daniel Hart, and one by Beaudelaire, sung beautifully by Sam Reid as The Vampire Lestat, check this playlist out.

Louis, come get your husband! πŸ§›β€β™‚οΈπŸ§›πŸΎβ€β™‚οΈπŸ€£ Updated the playlist to include the newest Vampire Lestat songs, La Fontaine de Sang & Why Do I Have To Feel. #IWTV #TVL #Loustat #InterviewWithTheVampire #TheVampireLestat #LestatdeLioncourt music.apple.com/us/playlist/...

I truly can't get enough of this music by Daniel Hart & sung by Sam Reid. I'm pretty sure Lestat de Lioncourt has possessed then both.

Playing Fallout 76 on PS4 & have an open party where I'm playing Vampire Lestat Radio until my AuDHD ass gets sick of it (which will likely be NEVER). If you're on PS4 or PS5 & want to take a listen to this music without it being in your history, find my Astartiella username. Or listen here:

Just adding this here for anyone who follows me.

I can't handle vetting & following everyone who follows me. Gave up on that long ago. But I'm getting a lot of new followers & if you see this & want me to follow you back, let me know here, so I can see who cares about that. Also, I'm looking for a job, so let me know if you want to hire me, too.

Their Plastic Fiends song is about how I feel about the USA rightnow, so it's perfect that it came out right before the Fourth of July. And it goes so well with my Plastic People poem that I'm still writing.

Plastic people & their Plastic wives with Plastic faces living Plastic lives. Started to write that poem about 20 years ago, lost it, been trying to retrieve it from my brain ever since, and then reminded of it just a couple days ago when 5 new Vampire Lestat songs dropped. Take a listen here:

Happy 250th Birthday to the United States of America. This song, Plastic Fiends, sums up how I feel about what's going on in this country. youtu.be/rdEfjoCY5Zs?...

youtu.bePlastic FiendsYouTube video by The Vampire Lestat - Topic

Plastic people & their Plastic wives with Plastic faces living Plastic lives. Started to write that poem about 20 years ago, lost it, been trying to retrieve it from my brain ever since, and then reminded of it just a couple days ago when 5 new Vampire Lestat songs dropped. Take a listen here:

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Happy Birthday, USA. These lyrics really do sum up how I feel about the last decade under the Magat fascists, even despite the 4-year respite. They were always creeping this way, but these last ten years, they've been racing.

Happy Fucking 250th Birthday, America. Feels more like a funeral. Here's the lyrics to Plastic Fiends, written by Daniel Hart, played by The Vampire Lestat. youtu.be/rdEfjoCY5Zs?...

What it's like being me: I need to buy food for me & my cats, and it seems like my parents are done helping me & so is everyone else, and I still don't have an income & can't seem to get hired by anyone.

I hate begging. For both financial aid and work. And I'm not good at getting either. And I'm too engrained towards honesty & being moral to be deceptive enough to ever become a billionaire, or even millionaire.